Jiawei here. Posting on behalf of Regina HHW. (:
She won't blogging/online for quite some time. No, she's not MIA. Anyway, I'll blog for her if I have the time and if she ask. Kekexzx


With love,
tadahhhhhs! x)

Nothing much today.
went to school, boring lessons.. blah blah blah.
wasn't in best mood.

during recess,
went to class 2n2, with amelia, jaslin, beidi, yokelin and jessaymn(dont noe hw to spell)
find a girl call vanessa.
well, nothing much actually.
this girl said that modern dancers very useless.
and our dance wasn't nice.
orientation's dance -.-
although its like so long.
but, she keep on diao ppl.
especially ppl from dance club?
asked her why she diao ppl.
guess wht she said?
super hilarious
" its a habit"
wht a perfect answer man. a habit uh.
if she thinks she can dance so well, den go ahead and show us her stuffs.
ytd also went to find her. but mr james came.
she went to report to mr felix.
_l_ siol. she say out jiahui and beidi's name.
hello??!! we never even touch her.
just talk? wth. in addition, she was so scared that she didn't attend band's bbq ytd.
too bad lah, girl. really want to see her dance, show us wht she's got.
btw. modern dancers rock on!
dont need care abt this kinda ppl who only know how to say.
well, NO OFFENCE =X


nothing much.
was a bad day.
AGAIN =X


Regina; i didn't dare to notice youuu =x its so difficult to smile.

BLEED FOR ME by Saliva


All I ever wanted was to be at your service
but now I'm alone
cause you were here and you're gone

And all I ever wanted
was to feel I had a purpose
but now that's all gone
But if you could give me
just one love just one life just one chance
to believe in mine
just one love just one life
you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuckout on a line.

Bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

All I ever wanted
was to be what you needed
cause something so strong
it could never be wrong.
And all I can promise
is to say what I'm feeling
We've made it so long
But if you could give me
just one love just one life just one chance
to believe in mine
just one love just one life

you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
You'd bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

Just one love in my life...
You'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuckout on a line.
You'd bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

Bleed for me (why wont you)
Bleed for me (why wont you)
Bleed for me
just one love in my life... (X2)

THE HEL SONG by Sum41


Everybody’s got their problems (problems)
Everybody says the same thing to you
It’s just a matter how you solve them (solve them)
And knowing how to change the things you’ve been through
I feel I’ve come to realize
How fast life can be compromised

STEP BACK to see what’s going on
I can’t believe this happened to you

This happened to you..

It’s just a problem that
I'm faced with, Am I not the only one that hates to standby
Complication’s headed first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
I can’t believe

[chorus:]
Part of me, won’t agree
Cause I don’t know if it’s for sure
Suddenly, suddenlyI don’t feel so insecure [x2]
Anymore

Everybody’s got their problems (problems)
Everybody says the same thing to you
It’s just a matter how you solve them (solve them)
What else are we supposed to do..

[chorus:]Part of me, won’t agree
Cause I don’t know if it’s for sure
Suddenly, suddenly I don’t feel so insecure [x2]
Anymore
[chorus]
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find, now aint so bad
I don’t think I knew what I had had [x2]

today, went to northpoint aft sch.
amelia went to pierce ear. cool uh.
well, nth much. didn't feel like smiling th whole day.
btw, I LOVE AH CHENNNGGG.
I LOVE KECIK PISANG[ezz]
and RINA TU DIIII!!
zzz, was damn bored.



sigh, cannot contact daddy for 3weeks?
MIA siol. DADDY, I MISS YOUUUUU =X
faster return my call. btw, i meant my real dad-.-


nth much actually.
most importantly; today i feel like shouting this :

i'm anti couple! dont act sweet in front of me!


cannot stand it =X
couples everywhere -.-''
if only... suan liao.










REGINA; you didn't know, it was like a knife piercing through. u dont understand, all i wanted was a chance? =X

btw, i'm fine.
my friendship with fadli [th great] will last long.

this is what he drew -.-
first it was ants

i tot ants has six [ thks fadli!] legs?

it looks like stickman ?

second pic is elephant -.-

haha, thks anw

3 different ppl, 2 sad , 1 happy

drew this for punat (nadzirah -.-)

reny did this -.-

anyone? help urself !

i've been looking all my older posts. i realised..
almost every posts is about you -.-''
when i say every.. i'm serious -.-'''
zzz.. maybe deleting them soon bah.
lol.


Regina; you've captured my reasonating life

was bored. so changed my friendster song to sum41- pieces.
this song is really nice (: like it very much. well, changed friendster layout too.
too bored nahhs! -.-'' today, online for almost whole day.
have been laughing to myself alomost whole day?
thanks to sherman . he keep on say th mariah carey thing. forgot its what.
but its damn hilarious. th monkey with red butt is also funny.
was hit by weiren's tennis ball, thats wht sherman say.
sherman still wear mini skirt and support him? oh yah, with pong pong somemore-.-
btw, happy birthday to weiren's ah ma? lol.

btw, sherman. i love ur blog song! and friendster one also. haha!
sherman has got potential to become mariah carey (: jiayouuu ah sherman -.-
i cant wait for national day dance practise to start. ppl, fasterr decide on th dates !
i'm damn bored. sry yangyin. nv meet u guys today. enjoy yahs? really dui bu qi ahs.



Regina; i'm confident to say i'm happy for now -.- [th night seems long]

well, ytd aft i went offline.
decided to sleep. but my heart was heavy that i couldn't slp.
i on some songs, finally finally.. i fell asleep.
but my mother and her boyfriend came home -.-
both of them keep on ask me to wake up to eat crab.
i was fucking dulan as i could finally sleep. so i shouted th hell
out of them -.- i really didn't mean it. i'm sorry. i hate that attitude in me now.
what th hell is wrong?! they mean well, yet i shouted at them. sigh..
that day, friday.. during maths. i was in daze. haha. i remember mrs tay asking me.
" Regina, are you alright?" i nodded. she said" how come these two days you like not urself"
i was like -.- " where gt -.-" den she say confirm ah.. den i nodded. she continued teaching.
Lol.i really dont know whts wrong with me. i shouted at brandon when he was just fooling around.
i'm really sorry ppl. guess, i really need some time.
oh yah, and Amelia , i'm sorry. didn't go out with you, i know you were feeling down. yet i didn't go. really sorry.
WanWan also.. i'm sorry i turned you down when you asked me out ytd. dui bu qi!
i will call you out nxt time when i'm feeling better ok?
sigh.. i need time to settle down.

well, i guess thats all for this afternoon?
thank you ppl who has been standing by me all these while.



Regina; my heart's so heavy, i have sleepless nights.[i dont need a reason to cry, life is full of things to cry for]

I LOVE RINA TU DI! SHE'S TH BEST

EVER!

RINA, THANKS FOR BEING MY

LISTENING EAR.

I FEEL MUCH

BETTER LERR!





Regina; all i can do is to be happy and contented with what i have.
pls be as happy as you can (:

i think its very cute -.-
the one with fringe looks like sherman. squidward looks like [xxxxx] and th teeth one looks like[xxxxxxx]

well, editted some of the previous post.
i think i'm th one making you feel really guilty.
I'M SORRY ! really SORRY.
i really feel better le.
so stop feeling sorry for me or what so ever.
takecare!

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
十几英里有味道的风景
雾水草场传来她的声音
多少年后也开始很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
因为我们等不到那流星
等枕头坠离命运的引力
却不知道到底能去哪里

已经长大的约定
那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性

在走廊想霸占她手心
我们却注意窗边的情敌
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜

已经长大的约定
那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性

已经长大的约定
那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

i'm missing muffin.

thinking of him, makes me feel like crying.

he's always th one who has been listening to me.

if only he's there to listen to me right now.

i guess i would have felt much better bah.

okay, was caught -.-
so decided nt to blog much recently. until
i've seriously calm down.
i think its the 4th or 5th post of th day?
i was fucking bored.


actually, i regretted asking for an answer.
if only i didn't, i would have been
happy go lucky now.
if only i hadn't ask.


btw, i promised i wun cry anymore.
i'll try.
take lots of care..








i guess you just dont feel like talking to me.



goodnight , my friends.
lets meet in dreamland.
lalala~~~
Regina; you just hated me, i dont give a shit anymore

i'm truly happy now!
cos i have a bunch of crazy frens! :D

well, have deleted all those previous post.
cos i realised writting all that make you feel more guilty towards me.
I'M SORRY! i really feel better already.
so you be happy happy ok?
at least we're still frens (:
take care!

no need to care much abt this pic.

drew it during PC.

was bored -.-

although is ugly, but den..

this is wht happen?

TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR


Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.
I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
That I have to live without.

Drew talks to me.
I laugh, cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone, when he's with me.
He says he's so in love.
He's finally got it right.
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

Drew walks by me.
Can he tell that I cant breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly.
The kind of flawless I wish I could be.
She better hold him tight,
Give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes,
And know she's lucky, cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
So I drive home alone.
As I turn out the light,I'll put his picture down,
And maybe get some sleep tonight.

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
He's the time taken up
,But there's never enough.
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see.

thank you jiawei for changing my blogskin.
hmm. u said you'll come school and cry with me today.
but you didn't come.
so i just sat, and cry alone.
i hate youuuuuuuuu =X




today, was unhappy, i guess.
sigh.... thank you ppl, for trying to cheer me up.
i'm fine, really. i just need some time to cool down .
time heal wounds (this phrase totally sucks)
although it may be true, but it does not apply to me -.-

nvm, today had PE . sat down with amelia and jaslin , we watched
hazwan and gang play badminton. was bored, so i on 'teardrops on my guitar'
listen listen listen.. mr ryan wong came. asked wht happen. i said nothing and walked away.
i went to play badminton with amelia. just trying to make myself hyper.
aft tat was english. was fucking boring. and i was very dulan. those who stepped on my
foot today suffered terribly -.- especially brandon i think. i scolded him nabei cb . shouted, and mrs tay heard. well, sorry er zi! not on purpose de. wasn't in best mood.



well, went to cavana. ate, didn't finish my food. no mood to eat.
went home aft tat. and here i am.



i love my friends =)











lastly, i promised to be happy.




Regina; i tot i could face it well, i'm softer den i tot.

我爱的人


我知道故事不会太曲折 我总会遇见一个什么
人陪我过没有了她的人生 成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择 我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人 谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人 不是我的爱人 她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍 让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人 从他们的眼神说明了
我不可能 每当听见她或他说 「我们」就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
她做了她觉得对的选择 我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人 谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人 让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人 从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」 就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
每当听见她或他说「我们」 就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

well, aft all. nt a very good day.

finally gt the ans, hmmm.

no wonder my eyelid kept twitching today -.-

jiawei: left is good, right is nt good.

unfortunately, my right eyelid twitched.







at least, i gt to know th answer.

thks for letting me know.

just let u know, if u read my blog again.

haha. i nv regretted. and its nt ur fault.

cannot force want right. dont apologise anymore.

if really must blame, jiu blame me bah.

cos i'm the one-sided part..

actually write so much also no use le bah.

also wun change th fact.

so what if i'm sad? i'll pretend i'm happy.











last but nt least;





i'm sorry.























REGINA;

well, today was quite fun! went to science centre. but was sad as rina they all cant join us =(
you guys are missed ok! haha! ( pictures are below, some are really hilarious)

we had some lab session at there. thru out, me, jiawei, amelia and jaslin, we were fooling
around, i could say. Until-ed jiawei feel off th chair. everyone laughed. th professor or
whatever, was stunned. haha! sorry jiawei, to have mentioned ur name. oh yah, nearly forgot, there's this person called ah siao in my class. haha. she's super scary one lah!

we climbed some stairs i think, many pics were hung on th wall, den den.. some looked like some ppl.we laugh until like siao can. haha. watched th mummy shhow or what so ever, at omni theatre. aft tat went back to sch. there are pics taken, all post below le.

nothing much to write.
today is second day.
tmrw's last le.
still nothing happen.
i think no need wait also noe th outcome le bah.
sigh, suan le.





Regina; all th best, i'm happy!!!!i wish

听袁惟仁弹吉他



1980年九月十四
他从妈妈的肚子跑出来他应该是带著害羞的表情来到这世界上
不然现在的他不会这麼闷这麼闷有够闷有够超级的闷骚

从小他就住在士林区外双溪的山腰上
那里的公车其实不只两辆好吗只是等公车半小时一小时才来一趟
错过了真ㄉ会让人觉得很慌张每个朋友都嫌他家太偏僻第一次去
居然还会感到害怕 喔拜托
别闹ㄌ环境优美空气新鲜的好地方
好歹袁惟仁跟他老爸也曾经搬到他家楼下

想一想 不是因为胖哥
他也不会跑来玩音乐做音乐让我唱他写的假Hip-hop其实他的歌都很芭辣
不信可以上他的部落格去听他唱一下

(喂喂 TEST TEST 不好意思由於KEY定的太高
我们的副歌部份呢就请当家花旦 Hebe & Selina
帮忙唱一下来宾请掌声鼓励鼓励)

啦 啦 啦靠著窗听袁惟仁弹吉他
他认真创作的哼哼唱唱
爱情傀儡征服和梦醒了都变成了主打
靠著窗半夜听著袁惟仁弹吉他
他认真创作的哼哼唱唱一点一滴筑音乐的梦想 就要像他一样

今年的他已经26岁 卖过的歌曲其实用两只手就数得出来
但是他还是爱创作 爱音乐 爱爱爱 就像对岸很火的那首歌
老鼠爱大米一样爱写歌其实不容易 卖歌又要靠运气靠关系
难得最好的歌 运气好被公司保留但保留不一定会用
用又不一定会被打 就算变成主打 版税可能又会 拖拖拖

但是亲爱的朋友 你们千万不能放弃啊 你看他写了这麼多
这麼多 说真的没有中的歌曲至少一两百首
成功的背後总是堆积著高高的寂寞
你看我们SHE 努力 学习写歌多久 如今才能听到我们的创作
音乐这条路 很辛苦 很寂寞 但是想一想 其实我们不贫穷

sigh, sian. today had a bad day?
things just didn't go really well.
smiled at her, she give me a very fake smile, i guess.
sorry if i'm wrong.
well. treated her as a fren den smile at her, still show me th
black face -.-
btw, nvm.. we're still frens.. i guess


i think, he really no feelings for me bah.
so no point even to wait for 3 days.
he'll be happier right??
i dont know =(
i'm not good enuf?
if your intention is to pretend not to know,
and make me leave willingly..
well, i have to say.. you've succeeded.
congragulations??
i know tt, you rather do things for ppl rather den for me. i guess
i know i'm nt good enough for you.
aft 5 months, i'm still on th same track.
going back to square one.
all i could say was, everything's beyond my control.
cant really do anything.
we're going to be frens aft all, i guess.
dont worry, i think i'll be fine.
i'm strong. i wish
but most important is u happy can le.
hope u still will contact me all these.
if u ever read this, really hope tt u still will contact me,
and not ignore me. promise to be happy too.
at least, let me know that you're happy.
wo jiu an xin le .
jiayou! i believe tat there's someone better out there for you.





Regina; although it may be painful, still i'll have to end it


what a bad day =(
hope tmrw will be better(tmrw going science centre till 7 plus, sad lah. rina they all cant join us. you guys will be missed ok?)

we can never understand; LOVE -.-

JASLIN & DAVID

today, came home aft sch. online awhile, bath eat den sleep.
slept till 6 plus plus. kenny and erjie ordered kfc, i ate and den
watched tv.. was bored, surfed th net awhile, went online. he wasn't online.
so was kinda du lan. i chatted with rina and yokeqing abt th person who added him.
well, shall nt name out. to protect th person's identity. told jiawei abt it too.

12am, i went online again. well.. awhile later, he came online.. chatted abit.
i tried to confess -.- but too nervous. den i ask him think himself..
he understands rite? i said it was something he knew. wasn't it obvious -.-
perhaps he's just pretending nt to know lah.
i'm going to wait for 3 more days.
yes, just 3 days.. not months nor years.
3days, and if still appears nt interested to me.. den jiu forget it liao.
i'll let go ; SWEAR .
at least i'll try lah. well, i think he's fallen asleep alrdy.
Goodnight and sweet dreams =)
lets countdown 3 days .



now , 160408 is first day
end , 190408 is last day .
results will be out -.-
stay tune den. haha,
kinda lame. but.. nvm.
hope he understands what i meant earlier.







shall end this post.
goodnight peeps.
sweetdreams;
lets meet in lala land..




REGINA; sinned =X trying my best.. to change for better

well, i was nearly late for school today. meet jiawei, reny, amelia at mrt station abt 7.15am.
we walked to school. near munchy donut there, i am happy to say tat I FOOLED JIAWEI.
Lol. i made her run a distance & she ended up embarassing herself. Sorry jiawei =p

walked till opp sch busstop. saw denise, weiren and zhuangda(dont know hw to spell)
well.. nth much to say abt tt . stop being dao can?
at least smile lah =D LOL. joking only .

hmmm, class was boring as usual. especially english -.-
yay, tmrw no CCA . wooo~~ but too bad for Danceworks ppl,
they have rehersals.

aft sch went to mac. wanxian come and find me and we bus-ed home together.
reached home abt 4.30? slept till 8pm. Lol , was really tired lah.
online and chatted awhile den jiu offline le.
now, cant slp as afternoon slept for so long..
here am i blogging again -.-

WANXIAN--- Help me change blog skin, pls?
LOL. although i'm very anti-couple.

i miss muffin sia, wonder hw is he in th other world.
if only i could join him. wouldn't it be great?
sigh. all these.......... i've brought upon him.





i cant bear the tot of 1/2 more year and you'll be gone.
sigh. you are still treating me very cold .
nothing will come up upon all these right?
no matter hw long i wait, u also dont care right?
i really hope one day, you'll come up to me and tell me
hw u really really feel. i'm tired of guessing.
i'm nt good at guessing games.
lets wait for that day together; if there is .

shall end here, going to slp soon le bah.
ppl, pls tag . this blog looks so dead man.




Regina; so much for my happy ending

well, i'm bored ): really bored.



130408 , 5mth of waiting alrdy. still, u gave me no notice.
hello?! i've been waiting for 5mths. longer den i tot.
i nv tot tat i could wait for someone really long.
i really dont know hw long i'm going to wait, cos
i really cant forget you lah ):
pathethic. half more year. and you'll leave school.
i may even have problems contacting you .
1/2 more year, and i guess i'll nv see u again??
sigh..



why wasn't my life a happy one?
becos i've sinned all my past life.
hope my next life will be much more better.

i want:
- A happy family
-A stable income
-Not much sufferings
-Meet him again


in my next life.




REGINA; God, please bless him with good health & happiness


In The Name Of Jesus ; AMEN

yay! got a new laptop. so will be online often, i guess. hmmm, well.. ytd did the most stupid-est thing of all. duh? goodnight msg sucks lah, when the other party dont even bother to reply can?
okay , fine. I'M GIVING UP . happy words are all fucking lies!!!!!!!

btw, happy birthday serene!

okay, i'm missing him lah.
and and, i want congragulate wanxian!!
woot~ i'm nt supposed to say out.
just want her to be happy.


i miss rongying and yilin lah.
wanwan and lingyin is with me now.

nothing much to blog actually .
i'm just feeling abit crazy and sad at th moment, cos he dont even bother to reply me !! :O


REGINA; i've sinned all my life :X

Okay, today aft dance, went home. first thing i do was to on the lights at 6.07pm. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! HAPPY NEWW YEARRRR! cant switch on. tried on-ing the tv, also cannot. den i realise, electricity was cut off. although was kinda slow -.- msg-ed wanxian, told her abt it. okay, she's kind enough to pei me go buy candle. like duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, woooooooooooooooo, she's th best man! btw, i was really scared when i was to bathe without lights. haahaaaaaaa. and and,i forgot that there's no heater. HOLY SHIT! th water was fucking damn damn cold lurrrrrrrrr.anw, continue my story.. went to buy candles. went home. was really dark. wan xian asked me go her hse. so here i am blogging abt th most unhappy things. end of story .



second story, i really want to say soryy to this person. (i shall nt name out)




third story, these few days was kinda sad and crazy (actually is sad until siao liao)
somebody like him too!!!! wahahaha! happy?!!
but he dont like her. what a satisfying answer.
ok, i know i'm bad. but ai qing shi zi si de! i ant help :(
sorry !



fourth, i am really missing my muffin(ah kow)
which was announced peacefully dead on 050408
okay, its all my fault to start with. so shouldn't blame anyone.
just myself to blame. I MISS HIM LAH! AND I'M SORRY! MUFFIN SHALL ALWAYS BE MY ONE AND ONLY.







END OF TH DAY :
I realise, i have so many sorry(S) to say .
to many many ppl. and to my ah kow!
i really love himm!! i mean my ah kow okay.






REGINA; my heart died since th day muffin left.