missed school today. was too tired & abit sick to wake up in the morning.
so i slept till 10.46am. well, so sian lahhhhhhhhhhs. zzz-.-
regretted nt waking up and go to sch. becos, today have 3 periods
of maths! and i cant miss it! ): but too late lah. bodoh-.-

anw, today is the start of N-level prelim.
ppl, jiayou!! =D


i just wanna be there for you.
even if u dont need me.



Regina; i nv dare to think abt u giving me a chance

EMPTY- THE CLICK FIVE

Tried To Take A Picture Of Love

Didn't Think I'd Miss Her That Much

I Want To Fill This New FramE

But Its Empty

Tried To Write A LetterIn Ink

Its Been Getting Better

I Think

I Got A Piece Of Paper

But Its Empty

Its Empty

Maybe We're Trying

Trying Too Hard

Maybe We're Torn Apart

Maybe The Timing

Is Beating Our Hearts

We're Empty

And I've Even Wondered

If We

Should Be Getting Under

These Sheets

We Could Lie In This Bed

But Its Empty

Its Empty

Maybe We're Trying

Trying Too Hard
Maybe We're Torn Apart

Maybe The Timing Is Beating Our Hearts

We're Empty

Oh OhOh

OhOoooohOh

OhOh Oh

Maybe We're Trying

Trying Too Hard

Maybe We're Torn Apart

Maybe The Timing Is Beating Our Hearts

We're Empty

We're Empty

We're Empty

GOODBYE- SECONDHAND SERENADE


It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We;re better off this way
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way
We're better off this way
And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me

Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye

GoodbyeBye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

nothing much. not in my best mood.
i just wanna throw this life away.
it's irritating. and i hate it, for God's sake.

& you weren't there, when
i nid words of comfort. i dont think, you'll even
know what happen. you just dont giva a fuck uh.
yah, & i know i just dont mean anything to you.
"sorry." its nt enough to say that you're sorry.


Regina; yes,i know. we're stil frens. but so wht?!

slept late last night. read previous post. well, though i slept.
i keep on wake up, for no fucking reasons. sigh, so tired. woke up late today.
but was just in time for school.
nth much happen in sch. was tired and sort of no mood.
i'm still feeling upset abt last night.
didn't went for dance. now at home. gona slp.
i dont wht i've been doing. but i'm really really tired.
be it physically or wht. i just wanna throw this life in a bin if i can.
words of comfort, nvr reached me. this is the time, when you know who
really cares, & who dont. & i dont why the fuck am i crying for you, bitch.
i dont know wht i'm gona do. but i hope, aft i sleep, i'll nvr wake up. so i dont
have to clear up all these fucking mess and face this fucking woman ever again.
maybe, this way.. she'll learn to cherish this family. its already a incomplete one, yet
she's ruining it even more. _l_
i'm tired. gona slp. hope tonight wouldn't be the same as ytd night.

anw, sorry sherman, py & whoever. i didn't turn up for dance.
i'm really tired. sorry guys.




Regina; what the fuck have i done, to deserve these? you never cared abt me D=

well, my mother just came home. with a man. hands wrapped around on her waist.
she's dead drunk. what can i say? nothing. nothing i can do or say.
and i have to clear this fucking mess in this fucking hse with this fucking woman.
who does she think she really is ? a prostitute? she doesn't know hw a daughter feels when she sees such scences. and all i can say is. i've had enough. wht will the ppl who saw her think?
another man sending my mother home, when she's dead drunk? she looks like a plk for
goodness sake. the way she dresses, talk, & the way she does things. i'm so fucked up with
this place._l_ why do i always have to clean up this kinda fucking cb mess?
there's a limit. but so wht? she care? no! when will she have a mother-like image?
And when will i have a mother-like mother? never i guess. nobody will understand hw it
feels upon seeing such things happen. i dont even know. how i wish, i nvr knew this woman.
she had changed tremendously. and now, all i see.. is a woman, who's lying dead drunk on the sofa. i'm starting to get sick and tired of all things. i wanna get out of this life!
knnbccb. fucking bitch!


Regina; i'm tired, of having this type of life/_l_

1.Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
perhaps. but not now, its worth it

2.Anything been heavy on your heart lately?
yes, alot. many.
3.What's your favorite card game?
i hate card games
4.Who was the last person you called?
Amelia
5.Anything you're giving up on?
yes, a person):
6.Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
depends
7.Think of the person you told "I love you" last, did you mean it?
i meant it! it was deep down from my heart.
8.Do you hate any of your ex's?
yes, almost all-.-
9.What's your biggest turn on?
why so horny? & why do u even care?
10.What's your theme song right now?
i dont recall
11.What's a goal you wanna reach soon?
no goal. it smeaningless
12.Ever cried because of happiness?
what happiness? no!
13.What's some things people hate about you?
different ppl have different thinking
14.Thought about someone today?
yes, everyday.
15.What do you hate about your best friend?
its a secret
16.Are you in love with the last member of the opposite sex you spoke to?
i last spoke to my sherman -..- impossible! he belongs to chia chia-.-
18.What's your weakness?
i'm afraid to lose someone close.
19.What's something you say too much?
irritating/ fuck
20.3 names ur friends call you?
reggy na, reg, regina
21.Know anyone who's been drunk recently?
whts ur problem?!
22.Are you happy with who you are?
no! obviously!
23.Do you judge others?
everyone does that. dont you?
24.Do you enjoy drama?
sometimes
25.Who do you tell everything to?
no one?

Today was late for school! -.- again.
was fxcking tired loh. go school. skip skip skip.
after sch, hang ard at sch awhile. was sort of fucked up by some things.
den went to sp find amelia, jiawei. as they left earlier.
aft meeting them felt better. jiawei made me laugh like siao.
and she screamed so LOUD* when i say there was a crocroach-.-
went to search for a birthday cake for our birthday boy FADLI ! when
py and sherman & jaslin arrived. yokeqing and rina joined too(:
his bday was tmrw. but instead we celebrate it today. cos tmrw
we gt dancee..



This is FADLI. HAPPY BDAY(:

bought a cake. went to 357. met fadli there. sang bday song, cut cake,
took pics and eat cake. the normal routine. aft that went back to sp.
all went home, except, sherman, py, me & fadli. we went to watch movie.
we watched "X-Files" er. rate it 4/5. haihao loh. some parts were disgusting-.-
Lol, so tired. haha. went home aft the movie.
oh, and. Jaslin, cheer up(: dont be sad.




Regina; maybe we're trying too hard

yeah, i love xiao xiong bing gan:]]


amanda, me, py, TUMMY*


stomach pain?! omg omg -.-


he ask me to take this-.-(sherman)



our neoprint & my biscuit


yeah, time to go home(:


wait! 1 more time:]]

our reflections(:


dancers/rockers:]]]

Just reached home.
well, went to vivo, bugis & orchard with amanda, sherman, py, jaslin.
went to vivo to buy xiao xiong bing gan(: so cuteeee lahhhh !:]]]
den went to bugis to walk walk and search for ND costumes.
cant find any. so went orchard. went to wisma. so i showed sherman the
hoodie. something like pink one. and we've decided on that. nth much actually.
treated sherman & amanda fried durian ~~~ @ bugis. my uncle sell one. ppl!!
go support, haha.
trained home. a few funny things happen. and oh, we went to take neo prints.
shall post it when sherman scan it. for the time being. gona post the pics we took today.








Regina; & i have to pretend nt to love you

Ytd, 3.40am den slept. was a little bit hungry
& i wasn't tired at all. I watched "la bi xiao xin"
laughing to myself like ah siao -.-
while sms-ing.

thankfully 3.40am i finally slept.
today 12.10pm den wake up. replied sms-es.
called my dad. hahaha xD
he actually wanna ask me go for breakfast at 10am.
but i woke up so lateeee =X
sorryyyyyyy D:

later i'm going to meet my peeps @ semb.
we're going to bugis and orchard(:
wahahaha!(:
i wanna buy alot of thingsssssssss :]]]]]]

anw, shall update more when i'm back!







imy:[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[





Regina; i'm not fine with you treating me like dirt.

This is my DADDY =]




Just reached home. Went to amk to eat with my daddy, (see pic above)
we ate 1kg CRAB! only two of us. still got prawns and vege. '
was so !%^&*@ full loh. but was very very happy.
My dad handsome right. LOL.
hahahahaha XD
aft that he went to meet his friends.
so i asked him to drop me off at amk mrt station.
trained home.
tmrw, i'm going vivo, bugis and orchard, with the usual ones.
i love my DAD (:





imy.
you've hurt me too deep.
maybe she did that on purpose just to
provoke me.
well, she succeded.
congrats _l_



Regina; its okay, i'm getting used to you, treating me like DIRT.

Yes^ KEEP IT SHUT!

Just saw something that makes my blood boils.
not only that. i was,
SHOCKED, FURIOUS, HEARTBROKEN
shall not type out what i saw.
pls figure it out on your own.
though its just a sentence, which
doesn't mean anything much. well,
friends what. of course can liketat.
what can i say?
i wanna say: _l_ off!
its okay, i'm getting used to it already.
its not the first time anw.
i'm GETTING USED TO IT.






anw, today actually going bugis.
but was cancelled.
instead, we shall go tmrw den.
but tmrw we have to stay at semb to collect $
i wonnder hw we're gona go.








Regina; i'm getting used to you, treating me like dirt & nothing else

today woke up late for sch. reached sch abt 8.20am. saw zhongren & leslie.
they also late. sch was ok. service-learning is progressing. nt very fun though.
but for the sake of Mrs Tay , must go [:


DANCE:
aft sch, went for DANCEEEEEEE~~
National day dance was completed!! hurray!~
finally. now all we need to do is to polish our steps & get ready for our performance!
*CLAP* *CLAP* *CLAP*
Exicited. Nervous. Anxious.
Main cast for ndp, pls take note. we'll be changing costumes to red hoodie.
pls ensure that you guys pass xtra 5 bucks to either[ me, sherman, py, wx or amanda]
on SUNDAY@ SEMB MRT STATION, FROM 2PM- 4PM. call us when you've reached. thks(:


went to mac aft dance. pei 'py' tuition awhile. went home. online all these..
chatted (:
went doanstairs to meet my DADDY. we went for dinner!~~
Long time nv liketat. was so happy. talked abt my sch and some other things
with him. sigh. sort of feel like crying. see him, i very gek xim.
he's like so lonely. yet i cant do anything abt it.
sigh. i love my DAD[: he rocks more den anyone else.


currently waiting for somebody to reply me in msn.
LOL, ps XD cos i told them i'll be away for only awhile.
in the end went to eat. so came back late. so i dont blame anyone.
paiseh!~ =X




Regina; its okay, i'm learning to get use to it. imy

Do you still remember these?
I bet you dont.

It was Christmas when you gave

it to me.

this is jiawei, i dont
know whts she's doing.
& i dont really wish to.
but, she's a HAPPY GIRL(:

I'm so tired these few days. Lessons are fxcking boring.
Except maths. Things didn't went the way i wanted. Right
now, i'm missing you =O
anw, today '' HAPPY GIRL'' came to sch. missed her very much.
LOL, finally can have some laughter with her around.
*CLAP* *CLAP* *CLAP*
aft sch went to minimart, thks Yokeqing. for the wonderful
biscuit. haha, went to mac. i ate old chang kee. while jiawei, jaslin,
yokeqing eat mac. amelia was eating ice cream.
went home after that. bathed-, went to sleep. woke up at 8.20pm.
onlined. woohoo~ onlined-.- nobody chatted with me. so i went
to visit blogshops. bought a hoodie with jiawei and amelia.
we buy same one. LOL, though when we wear it out together it'll look
weird. but its okay what! we're BFFs (:
haha-.-




I'm missing you.
i know that things wouldn't
be the same as before.
i'm trying real hard not to
shake, i'm bitting my tongue,
everytime i see you.
i thought we could just fake it
off with a smile. but the feeling
is different now. The smiles are
meaningless already. you've hurt
me too deep.
But its okay, i'm getting used to it.











Regina; i still insist on.. drinking cold drinks in the morning doesn't do you any good ):

ANOTHER QUIZ. was sort of bored.


Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
-They must be blind if anyone did, haha!

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
-no? i'm scared of pain

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
-all 3(:

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
- no! my eyes are small

How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
-Heavenly, (:

Are you self-conscious?
-sometimes--- most of the time

How do you vent anger?
-music(: or sleep

How did your day start off?
-tiring

Does anyone hate you?
-think so , but i dont give a damn

Can you handle the truth?
-i always tot i could. but ended up crying-.-

Favorite fair food?
-Don't go to fairs

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
-When I was in pri sch?

Have you ever kissed anyone named Katie?
-no! i dont even know her

What did you do Saturday?
-nothing

What would you do if someone told you that you were the most beautiful person in the world and they would do anything to wake up to your face each and every morning?
-that's really sweet if they mean it

Do you trust all of your friends?
-Not all

Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
-Yes, of course. provided i have the $$

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
-Sometimes

Would you make a good parent?
-perhaps

Where was your default picture taken?
-?

Who do you love the most?
- i'm nt providing an ans

Morning or night person?
Night

Do you get along with guys or girls better?
-Girls, but honestly guys are easier to talk to.

How do you think you look right this moment?
-awful?

Last time you smiled?
- today?

Are you taller than 5'5''?
-yeah!

Would you rather have love or money?
-Money

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
-Nope.

Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
-yeah.

Have you ever told someone you were single when you really weren’t?
-Nope


Last person you went to the movies with?
-with alex, reny , jaslin, jiawei, ihkwan, sherman and py

Have you ever been to a tanning bed?
-nope

Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
-Don't know, don't care

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
-Wtf, no. he wouldnt let me =p

What kind of people annoys you?
-ppl who has something unusually bigger than average sizes.

was bored, so..




1. What are you listening to right now?
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

2. What song makes you sad?
current song i'm listening

3. What is the most annoying song in the world?
techno

4. Your all time favorite band?
Secondhand Serenade =D & The Click Five

5. Your newly discovered band is?
None?

6. Best female voice?
I like mariah carey's voice

7. Best male voice?
seriously, i dont know. maybe jay chou?

8. Music type you find yourself listening to most?
Rock? etc. almost all types. except techno.

9. What do you listen to, to hype you up?
Britney Spears - Gimme more

10. What do you listen to, to calm down?
depends.

11. Last gig/concert you went to?
last concert was red rain?


12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now?
Um, click five, secondhand serenade(:

13. Most hated band?
dont think there's any.

14. Song that makes you think?
Every song I listen to makes me think

15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do?
hmm, SS again

16. Coolest music video?
none

17. Music video with the most babe watch?
I don't really care.

18. What do you play/would you play in the bedroom to spice things up?
i dont really spice things up. maybe add some chillies? -.-

19. Can you play a musical instrument?
nope,

20. Ever been in a mosh pit?
never

21. Are you in a band?
Nope.

22. If yes, what kind of music does your band play and what is your role in it?
---

23. Ever dated a musician?
i only wish i date xxx

24. If yes, what kind of music did he/she/they play/instrument/band?
he doesnt play music but something else.

25. If no, would you consider?
no, as i've said. ^
26. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician?
sometimes

27. Best chick band you know of?
none?


38. Best guy band you know of?
I think I've said this a thousands times, SECONDHAND SERENADE

31. Last song you heard on the radio/ect...?
I don't know the song name. & i never want to know

32. What do you think of Classical music?
Not my type of music

33. What do you think of Country music?
Ugh.

34. What do you think of Death metal?
?nt very intrested.

35. Last BIG band that you saw live?
nope?

36. Are you a groupie?
maybe?

37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages?
no.

38. What famous musician would you like to have sex with?
none?

39. Worst concert moment?
Getting pushed/knocked down by all the others.

40. Funny Concert moment?
when the singer fell down from the stage.

41. Sad Concert moment?
When it ends.

42. Best local act you can think of?
I'm not very intrested.

43. If you were a musical instrument what would you be?
piano. it plays so beautifully.

44. Do you listen to the radio?
sometimes

45. Do you watch music TV?
Nope. i hate it.

46. Do you follow the music charts, like the top 40?
no, LOL.

47. Have you meet any famous musicians?
nope. does music teacher counts?

48. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians?
I wish there were.

49. Song that best describes your feelings right now?
Goodbye and Maybe by secondhand serenade

50. Song that describes your life?
no love - simple plan

51. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to?
no! who the hell would remember all?

52. Does a musician's physical attractiveness play a role in the music that you listen to?
perhaps. if he is super handsome

53. What famous musician do you want to marry?
none

54. Favourite movie sound track?
not very sure

55. Any musician pet hates?
No.

56. What do your parents listen to ?
some songs i dont wanna listen

57. What are you listening to right NOW?
Empty - click five

58. Do you wear band etc T-shirts?
no, too expensive -.-

Today is F&N Execution day. was so nervous in the morning,
until stomach pain. execution finally ended, but it was raining.
quite happy with my execution. reny seems to love my mango pudding.
LOL, i hope she doesn't end up in hospital tonight. thanks everyone
for supporting. and my ke ai rina, for the plates and bowl. thank you
thank you! aft sch went to maths remedial by mrs tay(:
finishes th worksheet given then left for dance. aft dance went to sp.
go arcade play DDR. Then went to mac, to wait for amanda. saw Brandon.
sherman did some prank calling. LOL. saw vivian and hui lay. vivian was
so into a guy in mac. LOL. never see her liketat before. haha, amanda arrive.
took bus went home. nothing much abt today.

Can we be like before?
Repeat those stuffs that we did.
i guess, we never will...





Regina; a part of me was dying.
cold drinks is still a no-no in the morning.

forget to post something, though its kinda lame.
but, i'm still saying it. haha.


ISRANI!! I LOVE YOU! CHEER UP , BOGAY.



NO AIR/ NO TEETH.
How am i suppose to talk with no teeth.
cant eat cant talk with no teeth.


cheer up eez, you rock & ur crazy laughter-.-

This morning woke up @ 6.30am. Was rushing to make my way to sch.
luckily never late. first period was PE. Ran 4rounds while the rest
of the class ran 8. cos they were late.had lessons, blah blah, skip
skip. aft sch, went to staffroom, jiawei, jaslin, reny , amelia left.
sherman went home, as usual py tagged along. LOL. i went to staffroom
with amanda to collect keys. well, talked to miss jia and mrs tay for
around 20mins? mrs tay bought 2 pkts of mini oreo for me (: thanks lots!
they were really nice! that was so nice of her. went to dance. National day
dance was almost completed, JIAYOU! miss liew changed a few steps.
there's dance tmrw, the day after and friday. gone be f-ing tired! ):
but i'm enjoying myself though. wooo~~ finally there's going to be DANCE CAMP!
looking forward to it. it's gona be FUN FUN FUN! woohoo!~



Regina; drinking cold drinks in the morning is not gd for ur health (:

hello hello, i'm back.
finally back to blogging.
*CLAP* *CLAP* *CLAP*
maybe nobody even noticed-.- lol.
i'm still trying to overcome the
things i'm trying to overcome -.-
all i could say was, it wasn't easy.
all i could do was, to give in.
facing *** & **** wasn't easy.
nt gona blog much now, maybe later.
nt in the mood now.
busy man!









Regina; this is nt what i intended D: