Rules
1. Each player of this game start of with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged have to write 10 thing little known facts.
3. The end you need to choose 10 people to tag and list out their names.
4. No tag back the person who tagged you.

Here's the 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself;
1) I'm tall but i wanna be short.
2) I love being in the dark but scared of being in the dark -.-
3) i really dont know why I'm doing this. But actually i know.
4) I dont know the 6 weird things about myself.
5) Okay. i'll end here. whatever-.-

My name;
R: you are loyal to those who love you
E: you like to play with dogs
G: you never let people tell you what to do
I: easy to be with
N: best GF/BF anyone could ask for
A: you like to drink

I'm not tagging anyone to do this -.-

Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces.

You made our life turn out to be.

She's suffering so much more than me.

You made her suffer.
I'll make you suffer 10times more, bitch.

God has got no eyes.
Fuck you God.
I no longer believe in you.

Dear Sister,
Please cheer up kay. You always have us you know. Don't have him nevermind. You leaving him is his lost. Dont shed tears for this kind of ppl. Not worth it. You can always find a better one. Our home door is always open for you.

When i see you cry, i dont know what to do. Just to let you know, my shoulders will be there for you. I'll lend my ears to you, listen to you pour out your sorrows. Be beside you to let you know that you're not in this alone.

I still remember you saying you'll bring me far away one day. I'm still waiting!

Fuck those fucking sluts -'-

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I found out some shocking truth bout dad.
I need a shoulder right now.
I cant control the tears anymore.
Fuck. _l_

Fuck those fucking sluts -'-

Please dont go away.
Cause I need you now.

In the first place, you weren't even there for me.
Where were you when i need you the most?

If all these were nightmares. Please wake me up. I'm suffering.

Trapped in the past. Just cant seem to move on.
I'm a fucking whore.

Why do i have to act like everything's alright?
& pretend i'm really happy.

Its always better to be innocent and naive.
Because you wouldn't know whats happening.
And you would never wanna know..

Someone out there please get me out of here. I seriously had enough. I dont wanna be the middleman. I dont wanna sell this house. I want to stay here. I want us all to be happy just like any other. I dont ask for wealth nor big houses to live in. All I ever wanted was one family, staying together. Having nice warm meals prepared by my mother.
You see, we've never had a family dinner for almost 4years? Dont say you do everything for me. Because if thats the case, i want a family dinner and i'll be contented.

But all you ask me to do was to be a middleman. " Tell your papa ... " " Tell your mama.. "
You know its so heartbreaking? Why can other families live so happily and mine totally sucks like hell. All these years. i have to entertain not only "Tell your papa.." "Tell your mama.." There's still some fucking morons. " Where is your mother?.." I have to deal with my mother's relationships too!

Say i'm selfish. I dont care. I always hated my mother for having so many boyfriends. Even if she settled for one. I'll also hate her. Worst even if she wants to remarry. I'll never allow. Yes, i know i'm so fucking selfish and childish. I only think of myself and not her. She needs a new man in her life to spend the rest if her life with her. I know.. All these i know.. But i didn't want all that to happen. You know why? Its because i'm scared. I'm scared you would abandon me for your new family. I only have you now. If i were to lose you, i dont know what else to do. Oh fuck. You dont even know that huh.

I'm tired! I'm really am! No more middleman, no more selling house, no more boyfriends, no more crying. I really hate it! Someone please bring me to somewhere where i can have some peace.

Innocence is always brilliant.


Regina; where were you when i need you the most?

Uploaded some group photos took in Beijing. More pictures coming up!

Yesterday went to meet Amelia at sp! Miss her so much. Went to makan at Mac. Den we go walk around. Sp really small sia. Nothing to walk also. Actually wanted to do manicure, but we decided to go bugis do, cause its nicer. So we went to Coffee Bean. Eat cake and drink tea. Lol. Slack outside Mos awhile, went to Mac buy Mcflurry for her sister and she went home.

I go back Causeway point meet my sister around 10plus. Went to Wanxiu's house celebrate her birthday! =D
Actually was happy happy one. Den my mother boyf keep calling me wanna find my mother. Like so kp. Say he outside my house waiting. Still threathen me. Say if we dont show up or what, ask me try lor. Well anw, never really go chap him. Went home around 1.20am. My sister, ah joe, Jun hu and i forgot who, lol. send me home. Cause the cb lang like wanna fight. In the end, didnt see him.

I'll update on Beijing trip when i'm free.

[editted/] I'm off to meet Wanwan liao. We going gai gai! =D I wanna buy lots of things!
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Wanwan came my house and wait for me. We walked to cwp take train. But at the mrt station suddenly wanna eat Ajisen Ramen. So we went back cwp eat. Saw Wanxiu there.We ate the crayfish ramen and fried cuttlefish. The taste of crayfish is heavenly!


Well, you just have to tilt your head. Lol. this is ah teh.

CRAYFISH RAMEN! =D


After eating, trained to Bugis. Walked walked walked. I bought a red bag. Which i really like. Den we went to Hongkong cafe to sit down, rest. Have their Mango pomelo ice blended. Taste so.. refreshing!
After that, we went to walk again, looked at some shoes, but cant find suitable ones. Ended up walking past the hair extension shop.

Lady: Hi, would you like to do some extensions? [in chinese]
Me: Eh Wanwan, want do?
Wanwan: **thinking** eh, okay lor.

Ended up we did hair extensions-.- She did 10 strands. I did twenty and i bought a clip on one. After that, we somehow regretted. Lol. Den we went to Bugis Junction, walked around. Went to take Neoprints. Den went to buy doughnuts for Wanwan's brother. Den went to eat Mac. After that, took bounce back home. I'm tired. **yawn**




I only want you to treat me a lil bit better.

Regina; cause today you walked out of my life. Your words felt like a knife.

Hello everyone! I'm back! =D Missed me? I miss all of you!!! And most importantly i miss..
Okay okay, whatever-.- Sherman is still in Beijing! All the best bro! Miss us okay, and buy present for me!

I'll upload photos soon. Too many pics. The size too big need to edit first. And get the other pics from the rest. Stay tune! =D


Regina; Why are we still this way? Tell me whats wrong, i'll change ;(

Today didn't go for dance. Reasons? Well, bcos i'm tired, i cant get myself outta bed and for the fact that i may see you in school. So i didn't go for dance. Hence, met Mrs Tay outside Christ Church Secondary School for SchoolBAG Fund Ceremony. Ended around 3pm. Mrs Tay walked me home and she took cab back to school.

I'll be meeting Wanwan later to find my dearest Rongying. Please be strong okay? If you get to read this, I wanna tell you, you always have us. Pls cheer up okay. He wouldn't want you to be sad. Anything can just let me know kay. I'll try my best to help. I'll always be there to lend you a shoulder, like how you always did. No matter what happen also must persevere okay. Our 5years of friendship is not fake one okay! I love you, and i always will!

Main point for this post is that. I'll be away to Beijing From 15Nov- 21Nov. Which is tomorrow. Well, miss me okay =D Hahaha. Sms me before i leave for s'pore or give me a call. I'll be more than happy. My flight is flying off at 8am. Pls continue tagging and not let my tagboard run dry. When I come back from Beijing first thing i'll do is to check my tagboard. So tag me okay! Miss me also. Will miss you guys one. Take care! Till next then, tata! <3

Its alr 1 fucking year.
Still, there's no fucking change.
Things are getting worse?

Went for a haircut today. Yep thats it for my day -.-
Anw, cheer up Yokeqing! Still have us okay.


Well, today's date is 12nov08. Guess what?
Tomorrow is 13NOVEMBER2008
Yes, and it'll be one year.
Sigh~ Been thinking about so many things.
So so many things. D=


Have you ever thought if things went the way i wanted?
I'm sure i'll be much more happier. It'll be so different from now.

4more days to Beijing Trip. Seriously, I cant wait to leave. Its only a short trip of 6 days. But at least i wouldn't be in Singapore for that 6days. I wanna leave asap! Recently, there's so much problems occuring at the same time. I just wanna escape from reality for the time being.

Back then, 13November2007 - 18November2007 was the time where i went to Beijing. I had a great time there. Not forgetting those who went with me. Mostly where this year's sec4's. Had so many wonderful memories there. Bcos of that trip, I know you. Frankly speaking, I've never noticed you in school before the trip. Thanks to that trip, i know you. We've had so much fun at that point of time. Maybe perhaps, I had so much fun. Much less, thanks to you.

This time, though you wouldn't be going. I guess I'm still able to enjoy myself there. Its the only place i can go to think about those times we've had back then. At least, I'm able to hold on to those memories.


What if its lost behind? Words we could never find.

More than just a mere disappointment. I've tried really hard. I swear. Why cant we be just more than this? Why dont you tell me what is wrong. I'm trying hard to right this wrong. I'm so fucking tired. I wish i would let go, but i dont wanna let go! What the hell is wrong with me?

Okay, i know.
I'm a fucking whore.

Went to the Zoo yesterday with my dearest Lingyin. It has been a long time since we met. Acc her to return uniform. Reached Zoo, went by the back door. Saw Vincent! =D He's so good lah. Hahaha. Treat us eat Kfc. And bring us in to the zoo for FREE! Lol. He's changed alot.

Since going in was free. Me and Lingyin decided not to waste this chance. We walked around, explore. Of course we talked alot. Talk about many things. Love, life, studies. Yup, we've got alot to catch up (: And went to the Rainforest which was open recently. Wooo! Saw Reny, Remy, Jaslyn, Weiching, Jeffery, JingTing and Siew Qi. Lol. Walked around, eh. Nothing much. Waited for Reny to finish work and went off together.

Okay, here are the pictures:


I like the big nose!

Watch this Mv. Some touch.

Fadli's going Cambodia. All the best my friend! Take care & miss us okay =D
Like so cool right! (:




Everything you think burns down everything you say.
Till today, we still didn't talk.
Whatever, i know why.
Cause i'm a fcuking whore.
Anyone care for a drink? (:

雨停下的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.
我晒干了承诺. 灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过

在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

被淋湿的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺. 灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

rap部分. 你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.
我说我不该不该. 不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆

FUCK. I got scolded for nothing.

Some pictures to share. Too bored. Editted some old pics.
Anw, had fun with Amanda.
Oh, and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DENNIS.
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I'm fucking tired. So many problems.
Please let me have a break.

I'm fucking tired of pretending.
I'm not happy at all! NOT AT ALL!

You know? Do you have to do this?
Two words for you la hor.
FUCK OFF!
Bitch (:


Oh, and THANK YOU for Rubbing salt into my wound.

I realised something. I'm really fine! I really am.
So dont worry. Let the past stay dead.
Eh, but i think.. i need more time. Just a lil bit more.

Hope tomorrow will be better. I'm fine! Woohoo! (:

I dont wanna go dance tmr ;//



为何在我心中有舍不得
看着你要走 还装著笑容

At least when i'm drunk, I dont have to think so much anymore.
It became a way to release myself. I'm sorry. But you made me became likethis.
I cant help. Bcos when i'm drunk, i can cry my heart out like nobody's business. And
for the fact that you dont even care. I dont know. I find this the only way.
I cant believe i'm doing something that i wouldn't do.
But thanks to you. THANK YOU! =D

Asking myself why you're treating me likethis. Seeking for an answer.
I swear, i'm tired. So tired. When we saw each other, fake a smile and walk off. Thats what we did. You know, just now.. that smile was so fake. Yes, FAKE.

Anyway, its not entirely bcos of you tt i'm drinking. You're just part of it.

Starting to love the feeling of being drunk. At least i'm not clear-minded. And i dont have to think so much. And thats the only time where i can have the whole world to myself.
Anyone understand? NO!

WALAO! WHY I SO STUPID?!?!?!?! GO BELIEVE YOU??!!?!?!?
KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!! STUPID LAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

FUCK LAH. WHY I SO STUPID??!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?


Soon, it'll all be past.
Thanks for all thoses lies you've gave.
I'm so stupid to believe you.
I'm sorry. This time you've hit the raw nerve.
To you, maybe its nothing.
You didn't even care how i feel.
Dont worry of you being paiseh.
The one who should really be, should be me.
I'll try not to bother you anymore.
All i have to say is goodbye.

Don't think my birthday wish will ever come true.

F U C K is the only word i wanna say to you.



Things aren't getting better.
Why not tell me when are they getting better?
I cant wait for christmas to come.It brings
back memories.So much memories of you.
The present you gave, I still kept it till now.
Everytime i see it, I'll remember the smile
you always give. That smile.. I'll never forget.

Tell you what. So many things running through my mind now. I wanna know who and why!
Fuck. I'm fucking tired.
So many things i want you to know. But i no longer got the guts to say it out anymore.



我可以装做不懂　你不爱我

Hello! I'm back from Halloween celebration. Just a few pictures to share. Will update more pictures when i get them! (:








Had alot of fun. Stay tune for more pictures!

I miss you! ):

Regina; till the day i let you go.