Saturday, February 28, 2009

My tears run down like razor blade


I wanna go out right now. Anyone wanna go out? Give me a call/ text. I've got nothing to update actually. So bored at home!

"Did you know that I have a picture of you? It's not one I took, it somehow made its way into my possession months later. You're in the background- someone was photographing something else and you just happened to be there. You're sitting under a tree, wearing a big sweatshirt, and your knees are drawn up to hold a book. But you're not reading, you're looking at the camera. You're slightly blurry in the photo, but I like it anyway. You've got this little knowing smile. Like you realised you were going to be in someone else's photo, and you didn't give a damn. That smile- that's what gets me about the picture. It covers so many different things that I think of when I think of you.It shows that you're happy, that you're concentrating, that you're curious. I guess mostly it showed someone I love. I remembered so much about you"

Anyway, cheer up sis! You know I'll be there for you all the time. And I always did. Love ya! [;

Friday, February 27, 2009

Why can't we make this darkness feel like home

I'm excited. I hope Monday comes sooner! But CA1 is starting on Monday, goodluck and let's mug hard for it. I hate school, I hate exams.


Just now..
I really don't know what to say or how to act. I thought I've long let go of it. But when I saw you just now, suddenly it's all coming back. I pretended not to see you and walk the other direction. I recieved a sms. Yea, you told me you saw me. How was I suppose to react? Idk. Maybe I would rather not see you just now. Yea, I feel like crying right now...

I don't know how to be fine, when I'm not.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Rainbow

I missed school today. So I joined my sister, Wanxiu, Pat and Weiliang to go Bugis. Places we went today, somewhere near Arab, then, Bugis. Met Mervyn there. Walked around.. Then Pat drive to Dover ITE, to fetch Jinyuan. Then Pat drive to Jurong point. He went off to work. Jinyuan took over. We went to Bukit Batok there. Weiliang went for interview. Then we wanted to go Chinatown after that one. But then, was raining heavily. So we decided to go to AMK Hub to have Fish& Co. Some acciddent happened. No worries, nobody is hurt. Lol. Drive carefully next time kay. Ate at Fish & Co, went out cause they wanna smoke. And I saw a RAINBOW!


Went home soon after. I'm going to continue my coursework. Feeling kind of lousy right now :/ Whatever. Goodbye!

& I'll end this post with the RAINBOW I saw..

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

It's love and I mean it

School started off with a terrible tummyache. Yea, bad start. Chemistry was a total bore. English was even worst. I keep wanting to doze off. Nothing much happening.

After school went for Geography ASP. Was having real fun with Amanda. Hehehe. Right? After that went for dance. Dance was still okay today. But kinda like never do anything much leh. Was laughing my arse off during dance with Sherman, Huiting. >>> laughing @ "KING KONG" Okay la, kinda feel bad. After dance, went to SP. Again, made Jiahui, Rina, Amanda, Yuqing laugh their arse off in the foodcourt. Lol.

I'm off to do coursework! I must finish it by Wed. So that I can rest.



Home was actually the last place I would ever wanna be in now. This isn't fit to be called home anyway. Tell me, when are you planning to come back? I'm sick of waiting and waiting. And I don't understand a shit at all. I just want things to fall into place. Izzit so difficult? KNN.

I'm hungry & Goodbye.

"When love begins to sicken and decay, it useth an enforced ceremony. There are no tricks in plain and simple faith"
-William Shakespeare

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Shiver

Stayed at home whole day to watch "KO One". Woohooo! Finally watch finish already. Well, nothing much. There's school tomorrow. Yay! -.- There's dance tomorrow. YAY! Happy and excited! Know why? Because I get to seeeeee.. ... ... Hahahaha. WHATEVER LUR.

4th day. You're still not back. I guess, it just didn't meant anything to you. I didn't utter a word not because I don't mind. It's because I'm sick and tired of it.

" Children are the anchors that hold a mother to life"
(It's so not true.)

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Distance

"I see us like we're in a movie, sometimes. Except I'm not a participant, but someone watching the action. I'm tracing my forefingers down the soft stubble on the back of your neck, and there's moonlight, colour of cream on the terry-cloth towel that you let, fall down from your body."
Today is definitely not better

Well, ystd Sherman said, " Tomorrow will be better." Sad to say, it didn't came true. Hahaha-.- Perhaps tomorrow.

Where were you all these 3 days? Do you even know what I've been doing? You know I'm sick? You know nuts about it. What am I to you actually. I'm really curious to find out. The distance between us, it's getting further and further. Maybe an ocean wide? LOL.
I've been hesitating about the life I'm living, the house, the people I'm living with. I'm struggling through everyday. It's getting tiring as days goes by. I couldn't tell anyone that I'm actually struggling through. Cause they'll never understand. Its always the same old words that come out of their mouth. And I'm tired of hearing it.

You know, It's fine to ask me to do things. I'm 100% okay with it. But first, let me do finish what I'm doing first. I bet you don't like it if you're treated this way too. I swallowed hard, so my tears wouldn't fall. I know it's so stupid to cry over such small stuffs. That's why I'm controlling. I tell myself again and again.. " It's okay, I'm gona get use to it." Yeah, I know sooner or later I'll get used to it. Even if I can't, I still have to act like I'm used to it. I don't have a choice. All I can do is watch everything fall out of place. Just like watching how this family fall apart 4years ago. I still remember the night, when you told us what's going to happen all these. I remembered it! & I'll never forget it.

I've never blame any of you for what is happening. But instead, I blame myself. For being unable to save it. It's okay, I'm used to it. After this post, I'm gona be alright. I just need to let it all out before i burst. That's all. Tomorrow will be better. I hope..

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Maybe the one I need, has always been by my side



Missed school today :/ I'm so going to school tomorrow. Did nothing at all today! I've finished reading my storybook already. Going to start on a new book. Oh, I don't know what to blog about today. I'll keep it short.

"He saved others; himself he can't save"
Matthew 27:42

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Gave in to selfish ways

Today is a stupid day. Lol. Went home during recess as I "Was not feeling well" Lol. Some know why. HAHAHAHAHA-.- Kay, whatever. Lame. Went home rest awhile and went back to school for ASP.

Walked to school with Sherman cause he asked me to wait for him under his block. Reached school, acc him to eat in canteen. Stomach cramp like hell. Lol. Went to class, teacher not there yet. So we went to find Miss Jia to chat chat. Went back to class about 2.40pm. Luckily today got Sherman to acc me for ASP. Lol. Cause Jiawei and Amelia went home. Jaslin didn't come school ): So nobody to "chi chi chi" beside me.

Anyway, back to ASP. We quickly finish the worksheet. Don't know got what Mao Tse Tung one. And Sherman got very hyper about it. Lol. Went for dance. Today dance still okay okay only. Cause I did alot of mistakes. Wah, DAMN LOR. Super disappointed ):

Went to food court to eat with usual dancers. And went home lor.

I've got lots of homework to do! ); Wth.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Now every song reminds me of what you used to be

Was late for school today. Thank you Jaslin for waiting for me. Met Jaslin and walked to school, met Sherman at Mini Mart there. Reached school about 7.50am. Tired after the long walk to school. Nothing much happen in class today.

After school, went for dance. Dance was very good today. Mainly because juniors was having their dance with a new instructor. So that we can focus on Syf. Man, I need to strengthen my arms. Cause I can't do some parts. Thank you Amanda and Huiting for helpin me to do the flip flip thingy. My feet finally touched the ground. But I didn't flip over. Lol. Try again tomorrow. I'm starting to ache all over already. All these staying back is killing me. I'm like so fking busy-.- I hate ASP very very very much. Total waste of time.

I'm going to school as early as 7am tomorrow. This is gona be the earliest I reach school for the year. Lol. Damn! I need a break. Like my last Monday's post, I wished it's already Friday! Weekends!! Please faster come!!!

I'm so dumb. Yea, you apologise. And I think I forgave you. But I told myself not to be soft hearted. But I just can't. Damn! What is wrong with me. I said I was going to be just friends with you. I really wanted to be just friends. Why can't I seem to get it in my head. I've fallen too deep? Those cookies/chocolates/card, I'm not giving it to you anymore, I suppose. You wouldn't want it anyway. Why do I keep probing over it? Fuck. This is making me crazy. Very crazy. I need someone to save me out of this sh!t right now.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

A disappointing yet great Valentine

Met Sherman and Jaslin at Sembawang Platform around 3.15pm , Sorry that I was late :/ We headed to Marina Square to have our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. We ate at Hot Pot Culture. Sherman recommended us to go there, though he didn't try the food before. Lol. The food was alright. Jaslin was already full when me and Sherman was only kinda half full. As it was kinda like buffet. We can eat as much as we want. And we can order the dishes on the menu for free(included in the buffet lah). So Jaslin ordered a Chocolate Fondue. Which I think it's weird cause she likes banana. Hahaha.

Amelia and Hanjie dropped by to find us. We chatted for awhile outside Hot Pot Culture and I was starting to be kinda moody because.. someone put me areoplane. But I guess he didn't did it on purpose. So he told me maybe he can make it at night. Still, was kinda disappointed. We went to slack outside Marina Square. After that went wanted to go back. So we went back through City Link. Amelia and Hanjie went back first. So Jaslin, Sherman and me went to one of the shop that is selling gifts, cards etc. I was going to choose a card to go with the gift. Yep, spent quite a long time in there. And we trained back to Sembawang to find Zhongren who is very lonely.

Reached Sp, Zhongren at arcade playing. Then second areoplane flew. Damn, already feel like crying-.- Jaslin and Sherman went to play sensor. Watched them play and saw Beidi. Talked to her awhile. And then, Sherman keep pester me to play DDR. So well, play lor. Which I think I totally sucked at it now. After that Jaslin go sm_k_ with Zhongren and Gary~~ Sherman and me went to popular to look at storybooks. Jaslin came to find us after awhile. Then Jaslin decided to head home. And I decided to go Pub with my sister and friends. Sherman got no place to go, he doesn't wanna go home also. So i asked him,

Regina: Eh. You very free huh? Nothing to do?

Sherman: Ya. why?

Regina: Acc me take train to City hall then you train back la.

Sherman: HUH. -.-

Well, I was only kidding la. Then we went to send jaslin to take cab cause she decided to go find Amelia at Hanjie's house. Waited for quite long. Then I decided to go first as I was running late. Okay, in the end Sherman did acc me to take train to City Hall. Was very guilty ah. Cause he had to train back alone. When we board the train, we saw one pair of very "unique" couple. DAMN. Was laughing my arse off. Sherman was like.. I think he like it. Cause he can't stop staring. Hahaha. Halfway the journey, we saw another pair of couple who was so wild in the train that everyone was looking at them and they didn't seem to mind.

We alighted at City Hall, I was to say goodbye to Sherman. Then he say acc me tap out go find my sister. He wanna see my sister. Lol. SO we went to find her lor. Then he went off soon after. Thanks ah! [; for acc-ing me to take train and for spending V day with me and of course, not forgetting Jaslin lah (:

Went to Burger King to acc my sister eat. Then we train to Raffles Place to meet Mervyn and Pat. We walked to the pub there. Halfway there, me and my sister was talking about roses. Then we saw this lady selling roses. My sister went over and asked..

Sherene: How much is one stalk of the rose?

Lady: $5 for one stalk.

Sherene: Alright, i'll get one.

Mervyn: ( he cut in and say) I'll get two.

And he gave one to my sister and one to me. Lol. Then me and my sister was like, see if there is any people selling handphones or branded bags. Then we should just go and ask and Mervyn will just say give me two. Ya la, kinda lame.

Reached the pub, saw, Enghong, Ris, Junhu and his gf. Started drinking and playing guessing game. Wapiang, the songs there really power until I cannot take it ah. DAMN. All so sad one. LOL. Then drink drank drunk. Keep going to the toilet. But it is a healthy sign. Hahaha. Just that I don't know why I can't stop. I had fun there. Enjoyed it alot. Only manage to take a few pics.

My sister & Mervyn Pat( He very emo ytd) Pat and me My sister and me

Well, today was a disappointing V day because of the 2 areoplanes that flew by. A great one was because of my friends. Thanks! I know you guys have been trying hard to cheer me up like after the areoplanes flew past. Lol. Really, thank you. Hope you guys enjoy as much as I do.

Maybe I shouldn't spend all the trouble baking cookies, buying card and buying chocolates. Actually all I will get from these is at most a "um, thank you." I know all that, I still don't know why I'm doing all these. It sound so stupid and foolish. Well worst thing is, didn't even get to pass it to you. Good game! Really, a good one. I think i'm ma fan and all that. I really think i do. Anyway, what's the point of giving it to you another day when it's meant for V day? It has already lost it's purpose. Fine, I'm sad about it. But are you? Perhaps no. It's time.. to let time do the healing. But I know time.. will never heal. Cause it never does. I'm just not worth for you to even spend less than a minute on. I'm lost for words. I really am..

Friday, February 13, 2009

Disappointed

I think I've decided not to bake any cookies for you. It's never meant to be anyway. Why am i always trying so hard to impress you? When I know, nothing will come out of it and its a total waste of time.

Maybe I'll meet a friend for vday or stay at home. Special vday indeed. Lol. It's okay, I never get to celebrate vday before also. So no exception this year. Doubt it'll change in the following years either. HAHAHAHA. DAMN-.-

School was fine today. Jaslin became my idol. Cause she talk back to Ng Joo Siah. Wapiang! NJS damn guai lan. And very irritating. Stupid also. Shall not elaborate.

After school, stayed back for ASP. Then went for dance practise. Glad that Miss liew started Syf as soon as she reach. I think I kind of sprain my arm and neck. Damn it, so fking pain lor. After dance, went to eat dessert with some dancers. Walked home with Amanda, chatted abit. I meant gossip. LOL. I'm so tired man. Still have piles of things waiting for me to do. Well, all I can say is.. VDAY SUCKS-.- when you're single :/

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Vday?
Where is my valentine?

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Tell me why, it's so hard to forget. Don't remind me.

Missed school today~ DAMN IT. Too tired already. But I really wanted to go school. ARGH! Woke up around 11plus. Whole body aching badly. Now I've got nothing to do.

Valentine's day is coming!
Got something for your love one?
I did! But I don't know how to give it to him.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Fustrated?

Well, if reading my posts makes your blood boil then don't read it lah. It's not as if I take a knife or gun and force you to fucking read it. Don't worry. You wouldn't get to read it very soon. At least, my little friend knows how to admit mistakes and apologise. Not like some _l_ LOL. Bet you know who I'm talking about. If you're really soooooooooooo unhappy with me and my posts, you just come and talk to me face to face. No need to say here say there. Maybe tag at my tagboard even better. Get it? Or you can sms me. I'll be more than happy to debate with you. KNOW WHAT? I LOVE MY BLOG VERY MUCH, BECAUSE OF THE POST I HAVE.

"There lives more faith in honest doubt, Believe me, than in half the creeds"

Monday, February 9, 2009

Give me a break! _l_

Cousins!

Just came home from dance not long ago. Today was a super tiring day. And a hungry one tool Starting of third period I was already complaining to Jaslin how much I wanna eat KFC. Lol. And she got so fustrated that she can't concentrate. HAHAHA. In the end, after school, we ate KFC. Miss Shirley ordered delivery. Damn cool. Oh ya, made some fruit tarts today. I bet it taste great, right? With some extra ingredients (inside joke!) Dance was alright lor. Had fun as usual, as dance rocks most!


There's ASP starting from tomorrow. It totally turns me off. Yes, very off. DAMN IT. After ASP still got to attend dance. Will be getting really busy these days. I don't like it at all. Its making me all so worn out :/ I need a break, though today is only Monday. I wished its already Friday. Wednesday got Chinese CA1. So fast, exams already! T-T


Let us all work hard. For N levels. (Can't believe I'm actually saying this.)


I found another dog, who did things just like how you did _l_ Seriously, people like you guys shouldn't be wasting the world's resources.


"The mind in its own place, and in itself, can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven"

Sunday, February 8, 2009

A cup that is full with tea

Went to Causeway Point with Amanda. Went to Popular to get stuffs. Spent around 30bucks there. Bought files, pens and a storybook. "Keeping Faith" The whole series of books seem really nice. I'm going to get it! 9 books in total! Wait for me! (: We spent around 1hour plus in Popular looking at books. Amanda got one of the books from the series too. Damn cool right. Okay, I need to save up and get the whole series. Or rather, who is willing to buy it for me? *blink* LOL.

Was about to leave Causeway Point and I think I saw some dog. I meant dogs? Yeah, so happy together right... HAHAHA. That day still wanna act yi ge, think we there smooth ah. NOT SMOOTH MEH? From what I see, VERY SMOOTH LEH. Congrats. Oh ya, he's your moutain. No wonder you dare. LOL. Rina knows what i'm talking about.

"Sure, lots of people believe in God. Lots of people used to believe the world was flat, too"
Don't be so sure of yourself. You're just like a cup that is so full of tea. One day, someone will empty you, THOROUGHLY! I regretted going to your house to make sure you're alright. I shouldn't have. DAMN!

DANCE ROCKS!
Show me what's love suppose to be

Tell me everything is alright, please.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Red Cliff 2

Meet Amanda, Rina, Fadli, Riduan and Sharil for Red Cliff 2 movie at Yishun NP GV. This is the most awesome movie ever! You must watch it! Cause got my idol inside! (:

Rate this movie 5/5. Damn great (:

My idol! Jin Cheng Wu!(Zhu ge liang in the movie) handsomeeeeeeeeeeeee!! [;

The ending of the movie is CaoCao lost the war. Bad guys always loses. No exception for this time either. And I know you'll lose. Cause you're just like CaoCao. Who is full of himself. Thinks that he's always right. You'll end up just like him. Losing everything (:

Anyway, curse are not for the weak minded.
Curse are for people whom believed in it.
Those who claimed that it's for the weak minded because they're weak.
In fact, you're the weak one.

A little too not over you


Damn. I just can't figure the way out. What's with all these? The feeling is different already. So different from last time. Why? How to get the feelings back? I don't wanna lose it. Tell me what's love suppose to be.

Friday, February 6, 2009

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

Here goes:
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
IMPACTO (REMIX) DIRTY by Daddy Yankee ft Fergie

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Distance by Karsh Kale

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Oh Mandy by Spinto Band

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
When you look me in the eyes by Jonas Brothers

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
This is me by Demi lovato

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Bye Bye by Mariah Carey ( Very true! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Way I Are (feat. Keri Hilson& D.O.E) by Timbaland

WHAT IS 2+2?
I kissed a girl by Katy Perry

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND/s?
Krazy by Pitbull ft. lil John

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
As long as you love me by Backstreet Boys

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Endless love by Diana Ross

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Such great heights by The postal service

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Maybe by Secondhand Serenade

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Because you live by Jesse Mccartney

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Won't go home without you by Maroon 5

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Like a knife by Secondhand Serenade

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I'll remember you by No secrets

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Happy ending by Mika

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Everywhere by Michelle Branch

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Spotlight by Jennifer Hudson

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
How to save a life by The Fray

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Realize by Colbie Calliat

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Crush by David Archuleta

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Don't stop the music by Rihanna

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Against all odds by Mariah Carey

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
A little not too over you by David Archuleta

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
I live my life for you by Firehouse

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
What about now by Chris Daughtry
& baby thats forever true

Went to school today, sick. After school went for dance. Dance was kinda messy. But getting better each practise. Nothing much lor. Went to eat at kpt. Then went home.

KARMA~~~
You can fuck using doggy style too!
LOL-.-

Walked past me today.
Sad to say, i feel nothing.
Nothing at all. Cause i've alr given up on this friendship.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Now I'm speechless
I curse your hair to be like this tree (:
I've never seen sucha.. !*&#$^ person like you.
I fucking hate you.
Cause you're full of yourself.
Arrogant, ignorant, coward.
But, God will punish you very soon! (:
Never getting back this friend.

Threaten me one more time and I will not hesitate to go to the police. And you can do what you want now. As i've said, so selfish of you. Don't try to make yourself out to be so pity. You chose this yourself. We tried to talk you out. You didn't wanna listen. He'll never repent. I SAY NEVER! Well, wanna stick with him like glue then go ahead. One day, you'll regret. Hate me for all I care. If you don't know.. This is me! At least I've got the ability to differentiate right and wrong.
You just wait and see! (:

Yay! Finally there's some things done! What we all have been waiting for! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! You know what, actually I was quite happy yesterday, i see what i wanna see. BUT I SAW WHAT I DIDN'T WANNA SEE. Cause it just link link link till that _l_ LOL. Whatever it is, I just hated it as long as you're related to any of them. Like even link link link can link till them. Don't understand? Its okay (:

He is getting better each day with the help of all very caring people XD HAHAHAHA. All of us are glad that justice is gona be done soon. As what my previous post and my title for my post today says, Just you wait and see. (: We should sit back and wait. Share the joy (:

Well, if you dont know.. We've got some really juicy bits of information which you don't even know (: That explains and suggests DOUBLE HAPPINESS.

Anyway, I missed school today as i was fucking sick. Thanks to the rain yesterday and the _l_. But no worries, I'll be in school tomorrow. BECAUSE THERE IS DANCE AND I FUCKING LOVE IT [; And of course, I've got things to do with Rina. Hor???? Rina. LOL.


Though it wouldn't be that easy.
All of us will stick together as one.
Walk through this with you (:
We are all very willing to.

JUST WAIT AND SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING.
SEE.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

UNREASONABLE

By tagging something that is unrelated to the issue also wrong? He did nothing wrong okay! By tagging those stuffs. Don't anyhow drag people in. By tagging doesn't mean he wants to start it with you also. Please be reasonable because you are older than us and obviously must be more mature than us. stop all these childish kids game okay. I totally agree with Amelia. The person that is helping you will regret someday. She will. For now, we'll leave it. No point talking to you. Since you wouldn't get it into your head. And we jolly well know you're the mastermind of everything. DARE TO DO THEN OWN UP LA! _l_ And that faithful someday, I curse you to get retribuition and of course KARMA. (:


Unhappy? You can leave! Nobody gives a damn about you anyway. FYI, you're not welcome to our blogs.

KARMA KARMA KARMA
KARMA WILL GET YOU. I JUST KNOW IT!
YOU JUST WAIT AND SEE (:

Oh, last but not least.
Happy Birthday to Peiyun.

One last thing.
SHERMAN ROCKS THE MOST TO ALL OF US! [[;

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Thanks to you!

I've lost a friend today. I don't know when I'll be getting her back. Perhaps the day that she wake up? When will it be? The longer she help him. The harder it is for her to leave. Why can't she just get it to her head. Why wanna help him. Did he think before he act? Did he think of the consequences. Well whatever it is. Yes, all thanks to that _l_

Eh! see this? THANKS TO YOU. Happy not? _l_

I did regret after saying all those harsh words.
But i'll never take back those words.
Cause I mean it. And you also dont care right?
LOL. Damn. Why am I crying over you. When i know
you dont even bother. HAHAHAHA. THANKS!

Monday, February 2, 2009

KARMA KARMA KARMA!

Cowards. Karma will get you one day. Even if i've got to pray and curse a thousand times a day, I'll want karma to get all of you. Violence wouldn't slove anything. & I know you'll read this. Cause I know you've been reading my blog. Everything happens for a reason. You do this in this life, you'll suffer in your next life. Must be thinking so what? Yea, so what. Why wanna find fault at others? To make yourself feel better? Or you really think what you did is right? Well, whatever it is, its too late to regret. I don't think you'll even regret. Right? Maybe I'm wrong. But I'm sure I know one thing after this! I thought you were a great person all along. Helping ppl whenever you're asked to, in relationships or whatever. And you'd treat your girlfriend good. I always thought that was you. Thanks for making me find out, you're not the way i thought you were. You resort to violence. You're totally unreasonable. And you like to assume things. I bet those reasons you cooked up aren't even real for goodness sake. Just excuses. Rina's right, we wouldn't be surprised if we see you on newspaper one day. Not only you. And the two dumb guys, Who dont even know why there are beating up him. If you feel angry after reading this, I wanna tell you that. This is my blog, I blog out my feelings and thoughts. So i've got my rights. You can choose not to read anyway, fyi. You can just get out of my fucking blog if you simply hate the words i use. Or are you going to resort to violence again?

No one will forgive you. Why wanna act like you care for her after all those things you've done?

Bet I'm not the only one who hates these 3 guys.

Bad guys always gets retribuition.
I believe in karma.
Karma will get you!
I know it. I'll pray for it to come.

I'll pray and curse a thousand times, KARMA WILL GET ALL OF YOU.
I'll pray and curse a thousand times, KARMA WILL GET ALL OF YOU.
I'll pray and curse a thousand times, KARMA WILL GET ALL OF YOU.

Oh yea, almost forgot.
DANCE ROCKS! Now & Always [;

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Karma

I'm sure karma will befall on you one day.
It has been so long

Me & Wanxian { cheer up kay!}

Why are there idiots/ morons out there who blames others for their own mistakes. Thinking that they are right. Others are wrong. Such people are a total waste to the society. Only like to create troubles. When will they really wake up and think. That the one thats wrong is them not others. When will they stop blaming others for their own mistakes? If you think you fits the above description, I think its time to do some soul- searching.

Yesterday, went to Sentosa with Rina and Amanda. Had lotsa fun there! Will post the pictures next time. Cos I haven edit them. Nothing much actually.

Waiting for you is like wating for rain in the drought.
How long can I do this? When will the rain come?

*Please stop hurting her. i'm begging you.