To live and die by our own rules

I know I'm not suppose to update and be online and stuffs. But it's so hard! I'm here to update on Toh's birthday. Deen , yy and me went to her house and gave her a surprise at 12am. We had a last minute decision to go kbox. They ordered 3 jugs of Tiger which I think is too much for us. Or maybe just me. Lol. Had Ba chor mee after kbox and went back to Toh's house and rest.

I went to school in the morning feeling very tired. Went home straight after school. Deen and yy came over to my house to slack. Waited for time to pass and went to Amk with them, Belley and Xinrong to have dinner with Toh and her family. The dinner was great! But they kinda ordered too much. The sambal stingray is best. Hahaha. I hope Toh enjoyed her birthday. (L)

School tomorrow, I don't wanna go eh. Feel so tired.. I'm not going to use the laptop. Serious. Lol. I try la. So this shall be the last post I hope. Although I always feel tempted to blog. Hahaha. Will upload maybe only pictures.

Out of this cold, there's a storm

These few days had been pretty bad. My emotion was on a roller coaster ride and I don't know how to get out of it. Been feeling really stress about almost everything that comes my way. And for no reason, I would get really upset at times when I'm alone at home.

N levels is starting in 11days. This made me even more stress cause I have not even started on anything at all. I just wish I had 2 brains. Things would have been much more easier. And I have just made a major decision. I've decided to stop using the laptop which is almost impossible. But I'll try. I'll still be active on twitter, you can check my updates on twitter instead. I wanna start studying from now on. It's hard to start and I know it's kinda late. Better late than never.

Anyway, I've started writing a diary after stopping for like 6months or so. Feel so much better after pouring out everything inside me. My only saviour..

Last but not least, I just hope things would go well for now. And I just wanna put an end to everything.

Goodbye for now.

My heart aches for you

You're not alone.

Believe me when I say it's hard

Watched Orphan with Amanda and Sherman. Splendid movie! The movie is kinda disturbing. Watch it if you have not! Headed home soon after the movie ended..

Sorry cause I can't be there for you..
Be strong, I'll always love you.

Crucify my love

* More updates.

Had Mc'd at the KTV room and we went home after that. I didn't study for the entire session. Cause I'm so not motivated to do so. All I did was laughing, singing, taking pics and surfing the net. Took quite a number of pictures. Had fun today. Weekends are over so quickly, tomorrow's Monday again.

Don't look forward to school. It's way too boring.

Half alive

Toh Rong Ying is currently at my house :D

We had Mc'd for supper. Ordered a lil too much. We just surf the net, chatted the whole night. Which I enjoyed chatting with her, we had quite alot to catch up on. I'm glad you're happy now. Be contented. Study hard alright! We shall go shopping next week and we can ask Deen along! Anything just gimme a text/call. (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

It's killing my heart and I wish I knew why

Today was pretty fucked up by 2 bloody bitches in the morning-_- Today was a really bad day. A very bad one. So bad.. that its really bad. I'm gona enjoy myself on weekends. Need a break.

READ THIS:

It's my blog and my twitter. I can type whatever bloody shit that I like and its fucking non of your bloody business. Come straight to my face if you want.

I'm going to repeat this again.. but wasn't to the previous person I said it to. This is for 2 people..

I realised it's so immature to continue this bloody thing. Because obviously it wouldn't come to an end. I will not stoop myself to quarrel with you.

BUT, still.. come straight to my face if you're really really so unhappy about it.

PS: If you have any doubts or unsure of any words, please check the dictionary.

I used to sing your twisted symphony

I gave school a miss today as I was really very tired. I slept all the way till 12pm. Apparently, all that I did was eat, watch tv, online, play roller coaster kingdom. So bored to be at home. Have not yet watch Orphan! I wanna watch wanna watch wanna watch wanna watch wanna watch wanna watch -_-

Anyway, Hungry Ghost festival is here. I'm like really paranoid at night. I slept at 1 am last night. Cause I can't fucking sleep and was like scaring myself. I closed my eyes and opened them within secs again. I'm just too afraid to sleep. Eventually I fell asleep with the lights on. Only had them switched off when my sister reached home about 5.30am or so. My dark circles are really getting worst now! No way I can get rid of it.. frustrated-.-

It's 7.21pm now, will be heading to Cwp later with my sister. Only reason I agreed to go is because we'll be coming home together. If not I die die also don't wanna go out after 5.30pm. Hahaha. Sounds stupid but I'm really scared.

Ending here abruptly.

Goodbye.

The words that had me trapped inside your misery

Almost giving up on trying..

I was late for school today. Got my O level chinese results, C5(D). What is D? I've scored distinction in my oral. Miss Jia says that I've already secured an A2 in N level chinese. Well, I'm going to retake because I want an A1. Anyway, stayed back in school for maths. Had lunch/dinner at Hongkong cafe with Jiawei and Mrs Tay. Mrs Tay footed the bill.

Anyway, tomorrow is Hungry Ghost festival. No, to be exact.. in around 3 hours time. Yeah.. I'm.so.scared. So.. I'm going to sleep early tonight, if not I wouldn't be able to sleep. How am I gona survive one month-_- Anyway, be careful ah.. everyone.

Goodbye & goodnight.

But you tore it apart and broke an angel's heart

School was short today. F&N was damn boring because the new teacher, Mrs Siow keep repeating the same thing over and over again and she keep saying the obvious things. She speaks.. R.e.a.l.l.y S.l.o.w..l..y. Which makes me feel so pek cek and feel like fast forwarding her talk.

I had lunch at Sp's Kfc with Amanda & Jiawei. Went home after lunch and rest for awhile, prepared and went to school for Chemistry night class. Did some work, quite productive I would say. As usual, laugh like mad-_- I meant smell like mad. (Inside joke) Wapiang, buey tahan. After night class, I had dinner at Kfc (again) with Amanda, Fadli and Sherman. Okay, now I feel so sick about chicken-.- Lol. Reached home about 10plus, at least I still managed to watch 命中注定我愛你. Anyway, I'm kinda addicted to Fb's Roller Coaster Kingdom. If you got play, please be my neighbour!

Getting my O lvl chinese results tomorrow! Hope I did well if not I'll breakdown-_- kidding. Shall rest early tonight..

Goodnight!

It's hard holding you, loving you, losing you.

It's said to be true and to be fool by you.

Cause all I want, is everything you're not

I finally had my Mcwings today after school. Jiawei was kind enough to accompany me. Oh oh oh!! I got one good news! I pass my Social studies!! It's the first time! -_- Although I just passed by 1mark.. Well, better than nothing~ Hahaha.

Anyway, I met Amanda, Brandon, Fadli, Roy and Sherman at Cwp around 6pm. I was late again.. But not the latest though. We bought tickets for Where got ghost, 7.10pm. Slacked at Banquet before the movie. The movie was like.. so-so only lor. If I were to rate.. I would rate it 2/5. Okay, next movie, Orphan! Hehehe.

After the movie we had dinner at Mc'D and headed to blk 514 for Brandon and Roy's basketball session-_- Hahaha. Had a lil fun there. Only a little. Hahahaha! No la, overall today was not bad.

Pictures:

Someone is being sucha an ass now-__- Hate it when people tell me "those things" Zzzz. Anyway, whoever is reading.. TAG AH! Lol-.- School tomorrow X.X Look forward to see Jiawei. Don't look forward to school..

Goodnight assholes.

Cross your heart

Well, I thought I needed some time for myself yesterday. So I went to Ion since I was being a nice sister to pass shoes to my second sister. Took a train there myself and went to Net to look for her. Couldn't spot her when I reached so I pass the shoes to Wanxiu. After that I walk around Ion and I see so many nice tops, shoes and accessories at NEU. I think that's that shop name. Can't remember. Hahaha. So I already plan to go back some day and get those stuffs! Wait for me! Hahaha. Actually it's quite good to have some time alone. Okay, I'm going shopping soon! C:

Around 6pm my sister finish work and she ask me to go tampiness with her and Wanxiu. Yeah, so we went there and had chicken rice for dinner. Went to Cotton On to get my floral leggings. Wooo! I took a bus back after that. As I was late for movie!

I reached Cwp around 9pm. Went up to the cinema to look for Brandon, Fadli and Sherman and to my horror, Where got ghost is sold out! Even the one that starts at 11plus. We got no choice la and decided to watch UP after a long.... "oi, watch what? faster leh." Yeah, we settled for 9.45pm. But again, to my horror... there were seats la. But we have to seat seperately-.- Hahaha. So we watched the 11.45pm. It was only like..9.30pm? After we bought the tickets we got nothing to do at all. And Brandon keep suggesting that we go to the arcade-.- Hahaha. In the end we went la. Haha. We played the.. shoot basketball thingy. And time passes really slowly...

We went to Mc'd and had ice cream. Ended up at banquet playing Old Maid. Hahaha. Yay! And we went to watch movie. After the movie was like... 1.30am? Can't decide where to go again. Roamed like spirits.. In the end, went home. Fadli and Sherman actually walked home -_- Anyway, yesterday was fun! :D When are we watching Where got ghost? :l

Regina: Eh what you want to drink?
Fadli: Ice blended pork!
Regina: -___- HAHAHAHAHA.

HOI! YAMAHAMATAI!!!!! :B

There's never a right time to say goodbye

UP was an awesome movie!

I've got many more movies I wanna watch. Most of them are cartoons. Alot of cartoon movies coming up.

"Coraline" From the creators of Nightmare Before Christmas

"The wages of sin is death." Romans 6; 23

I didn't attend school today. Because I was on MC. Basically I didn't really attend school for the whole week. I went yesterday but only for like 1.5 hours. Anyway, today's a good day. Not because my bangs are straight. But because of something else which made my day (Y). I am so happy!

I did nothing at all today other than sleeping. The medicine was making me drowsy most of the time. I'm gona watch UP at 9.40pm with Amanda. Okay, I can't waitzxzxzxz! I wanna watch it like hell damn much. I also wanna watch Where got ghost and Orphans. Text me if you wanna watch kay. Cause I can't seem to find people to watch it with me.

I don't know why but I keep thinking about "Pirate ship" when I sleep just now-.- It's kinda weird. But I just keep thinking of the scene. Like... "AHHHHH!~~ Then.. *serious face* " -.- Wtf, am I thinking about her?! -.- Zomg. Hilarious.

Everything you're not

Hi! I've not been updating because I haven't got the pictures for NDP. So well.. I missed school for the past two days.

11.08.09

I went to Orchard with Sherman. We check out ION. I brought my T- flats at FEP. We had Pepperlunch for dinner. So we just anyhow walk here and there and took a train home around 10.

Regina: EH, you see.. new kind of shopping bag, (points to a woman holding on to a bucket.)
Sherman: No la, it's a water bottle.

HAHAHA. It's damn funny. Okay, it's not if you don't get it-.-

12.08.09

I missed school & I had breakfast at KFC with my second sister.

Afterwhich, we trained to Harbourfront and headed to Sentosa.

We left around 1 or 2 pm. Had lunch at Subway. Was supposed to watch UP, but my sister got to meet her friend at 4pm. So we didn't have time to watch. I trained home around 5pm. Had dinner with Dad at Marsiling and head home again.

13.08.09

I finally went to school today. But I was feeling very tired and had some difficulties in breathing since morning. I requested to go home around 9plus. Jiawei went home too because she wasn't feeling well. Okay, I'm thinking if I should visit a doctor. Tell him I can't breathe? Sounds funny-.- Hahaha.

Goodbye.

Cause I remember everything you say

Disappointed. I'll update on this post prolly tonight.

First of all,

Happy Birthday to Song Chen! C:

The rest of the post will be updated later in the night or tomorrow.

Even if you don't trust life anymore, you've still got to live it

From the picture above, you can see that my bangs already like so uneven. Lol. Should I cut it? Lol. Anyway, I just reached home. I had curry at my ah ma house despite of my throat. Lol. But the curry was (Y) lor. Haha. Went jogging with Justina.. We jog like only less than 15mins? But it seems like we've run a long distance. Watched tv there and eat curry again. I feel guilty for over-indulgence leh :l

My heart aches when I see my ah ma so weak :l Her legs are so skinny. Her feet is swollen and she's in pain I think. Yet I can do nothing to help. Just hope she recover soon!

Tomorrow is the National Day. Try spotting Sherman and I on tv! :B (If you get what I mean.) Haha. Provided they got shoot us first. Yay! After tomorrow, my weekends are finally free!! But sad thing is, N levels are coming real soon.. It's okay, I guess I'll just start panicking only when it's really really near.

Okay, I need to turn in early & get ready for the big thing tomorrow. Need to catch some beauty sleep althought I'm not exactly a beauty.

PS: CJW, don't MIA yourself please. ("Imma happy gurl~")

Goodnight!

Love can make your heart believe a lie

Last night my eldest sister and my bro-in-law came over to stay because my mum went to Malaysia and will be back only tomorrow. Second sister was staying over at her boyf's house and I'm all alone! So they came over to acc me! I woke up pretty early today and had my breakfast. Headed to the post office with my eldest sister and my bro-in-law. We went to Ntuc to get Cookies & Cream Ice Cream and some snacks. Awesome! When we reached home, they watched dvd in my mum's room while I'm surfing the net. They just left cause my bro-in-law is going to play soccer..

I'm going to my ah ma house later. I'm thinking if I should cab down or take a bus.. Haha. Anyway, can anyone tell me how to get rid of the medicine taste on my tongue? I can taste it on my tongue for hours! I tried eating sweets but the taste always comes back. The taste is so horrible that I've no appetite.

& Twitter has been giving me problems lately. It's kinda hard to update. So frustrating!!

That's all for now. Hopefully I'll be back with pictures later on.

Feel the sorrow, feel the pain

I'm still having slight fever. Apparently I was coughing and sneezing the whole day until my side hurts. I only had one meal today. Because I woke up late and didn't have much appetite. I've ate my medicine and I can still taste it on my tongue after 30mins. I don't like it!

My plans for tomorrow would be visiting my grandma at Upper Thomson road. Prolly would be jogging with my cousin. I can't wait! But I'm still not feeling very well. Hopefully by tomorrow I will feel better. I'm currently craving for Han's peach tart.

A picture of my fat meatball :

Wide awake
Now the time is 5.22am and I'm still awake! Omg, I wanna sleep leh but only at 6 am. No school cos I'm having MC! Yahoo~~ Anyway, I've watched "Haunted Office" on lappy with Sherman just now. He was too tired that he doze off at part2. I was too afraid to carry on watching alone. Hence, I went to FB to play bejeweled, Word challenge and RC lah. Damn no life lor. Now I've got nothing to do at all.. FB can really be boring at times.. I'm blogging to kill time!! ):

Vision without action is daydream

Last day of prelims today, something to be happy for. Went to Hk cafe to have lunch with CJW. Main point is not to eat there la... Is to see the LOHL. Went straight home after that.. was feeling kinda dizzy and weak in the train.

When I reached home, I took my temperature. It's 38 degrees. Called my mum and she called the clinic downstairs. Went down to see doctor, took temperature there is 37.6 degrees. So I was given 4days MC. Maybe will be missing NDP! ): Walao, sad sia. Hope to recover by then.. So I can join the performance. I just took my temperature.. It's 38.2degrees. Gonna take medicine and get some rest! Hate the cough mixture. PUIIIIIIIIII!

Check back this post tonight! May update again C:

@ 7.07pm
My fever kinda went down already. Thanks for all the concerns!

Too early to say goodnight.

Final Destination 4 Trailer

Orphan Trailer

I'm so going to watch Final Destination4 in 3D & Orphan! C:

NDP PREVIEW












^^^^ One of the CNR.

Selfish

Have been really busy recently. And I'm too lazy to update. Check for my twitter for short updates and stuffs instead. Will be back real soon.

Goodluck for prelims everyone! :]