BKK!

This post has been saved in drafts for quite some time. Have been editing and deleting. Lol.

I'm back from Bkk! Had whole lot of fun there. Everyday eat eat, shop shop. So carefree!! Sucks to be back here in Singapore! ): Anyway, going to upload some of the pictures. For more detailed post, you can read it at my Sis's blog.

Mending my broken heart

Actually was editing the post on BKK trip. But suddenly lost the feel to blog about BKK. So I decided to post about something else instead..

Today was a really bad day. I was late for work and my feet hurts. Good thing was today only 4 people working. Finally I'm having some peace. But the thought of tomorrow.. 9 people working.. I wanna die please-.- zzz. Lei Bing popped out of nowhere at outlet, happy to see her. Confirm she happy to see me also one. Hahaha.

So many thoughts running through my mind recently. Contradicting. I don't know what to do. Sometimes my heart ache so much that it's hard to breathe. Maybe some know why I'm feeling this way............. & there's no way anyone can help. As I've said.. I've fallen into a bottomless pit. Actually... I. FEEL. NUMB. SOMETIMES.

STOP. TREATING. ME. LIKE. A. FOOL.
& please don't ask me who.

I wanna watch Paranormal Activity. Anyone?

There's no one like you, who will catch me like you did

Had Sakae Sushi with Sherman after our O level chinese paper.. & it has been a long time since I laughed until I cried.. Anyway, I grabbed these photos from Facebook. & I realised Sherman forgot to post one picture, the one with strawberries (Inside joke). Muahahahaha.

Met up with Brandon at Orchard after that.. The Chirstmas lightings at Orchard was dazzling. But too bad we can't celebrate Christmas this year coz we'll be busy with work.

This person like to act cute only. LOL.

Overall, it was an enjoyable day!

You were everything I thought you never were

Tuesday! Finally my off day! But I've got O level chinese paper to take. Gona go shopping and buffet with Sherman after that! So excited! So long never go out! Anyway, I'm currently working at Thomson Plaza's fair. I still think IMM's one is the best. More laughter, more fun! Miss the people there. Especially Shahidah and Leonica! Lol. They are really funny people! Hope to work with them again soon!

Currently Pat, Wanxiu, Junhu and my sis playing mahjong. Lol. Power ah! So late still play. I got to try to remember the format for letter writing before I go to bed. & I need to find my uniform and entry proof!!! OH MAN! But I'm kinda looking forward to end of exams :B So I can meet Belley! Miss her damn much! & looking forward to my BKK trip! WOOO!!

Happy? NOT :l

Life is beautiful but it's complicated.
We barely make it..

We don't need to understand.

There are miracles.. miracles..

Holding a tight grip to reality

Indeed life is so unfair. I don't have what others have. All my life I only had one wish. One fucking wish. I want my family to be a complete one. I'm tired of all the fights, how we tore each other apart. Heart pain la you know? You don't. I don't wanna breakdown every now and then when something happens. But sometimes it's hard to control your tears. I tried to wipe them away but new ones always replaced them. So sick of this place. Swear I'll get out of here as soon as I can. Shut up and dont tell me to look on the bright side. Coz it's never gona help. Try being in my shoes bitch.

On a lighter note, work was fun. Shahirah's my new friend. Funny ah she. We have many things in common. Shooping soon ah. Hahaha.

Doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight. DAMN!!!!

Cheebye.

Promises break, hearts break

This picture is taken from one of the pages of Handle with care. The book was given by Sherman as a birthday present. I've read finished the book. I think it's a good one! I wanna get a new book soon! :]

Anyway, it's another day at work! This week not taking any off day. Gona earn all the money I can now. If not I'll starve to death real soon. I wanna get the ribbon sandals from RUBI shoes! Money faster come! & I can't wait for Sakae with Sherman on the 10th. EATING BUFFET IS OUR HOBBY! Lol!

Okay, feeling tired and hungry leh. Stupid sia, I'm blogging and my sis keep taking picture with me-.- IRRITATING. SHERENE HONG PLS SEE THIS!!! I'm going to throw your watch out of the window if it beeps again!!! Muahahaha.

Sleeping now! GOODNIGHT!