well, ytd aft i went offline.
decided to sleep. but my heart was heavy that i couldn't slp.
i on some songs, finally finally.. i fell asleep.
but my mother and her boyfriend came home -.-
both of them keep on ask me to wake up to eat crab.
i was fucking dulan as i could finally sleep. so i shouted th hell
out of them -.- i really didn't mean it. i'm sorry. i hate that attitude in me now.
what th hell is wrong?! they mean well, yet i shouted at them. sigh..
that day, friday.. during maths. i was in daze. haha. i remember mrs tay asking me.
" Regina, are you alright?" i nodded. she said" how come these two days you like not urself"
i was like -.- " where gt -.-" den she say confirm ah.. den i nodded. she continued teaching.
Lol.i really dont know whts wrong with me. i shouted at brandon when he was just fooling around.
i'm really sorry ppl. guess, i really need some time.
oh yah, and Amelia , i'm sorry. didn't go out with you, i know you were feeling down. yet i didn't go. really sorry.
WanWan also.. i'm sorry i turned you down when you asked me out ytd. dui bu qi!
i will call you out nxt time when i'm feeling better ok?
sigh.. i need time to settle down.
well, i guess thats all for this afternoon?
thank you ppl who has been standing by me all these while.
Regina; my heart's so heavy, i have sleepless nights.[i dont need a reason to cry, life is full of things to cry for]
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