Keeping faith

how long will our friendship last? idk.

hi-.- ytd was fun. but not gona mention anything. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha-.- actually its not funny. baaaaaaaaaaaaaah. whatever-.-

anyway, i've lost two friends(somehow, in whtever ways.) unknowingly, i guess. -.- Friend A is ... roar. forget it. everybody seems to get it, but not her. Friend A is one of the above. still, i wanna apologise to her. I'M SORRY.

Lets talk abt friend B which is above too-.-

yes, guess she's the only one that listens to me in school, when the others dont even bother-.- known her for abt 3years. went thru ups and downs. she's always there.. so cheerful, happy, crazy. but now...

I seriously miss you my dear. when you're not in school. Every morning i'll be disappointed when i dont see you at mac. really, i get disappointed, very. i'm sure the rest also feel the same. i'm sorry girl, i'm quite disappointed in you.

its not your fault that you've change. we cant blame anyone.

but do you think its worth it to work during sch hours? maybe you think so.yes, zoo kfc has a high salary. money isn't everything. money destroys everything. you wanted to become a kfc manager. which is what you want. but do you know that being even a kfc manager needs at least O levels qualification? not trying to "pour cold water" but just want you to think.

family problems cant be use as an excuse to quit school. or even slash your wrists. Seriously, i understand what you are going through in your family. you think i dont, but i do. i've went through this. i know. i may not be very successful. but at least i can give you a piece of advice. which what makes me a friend. and thats the only thing i can do as a friend. my dear girl, i know its gona be hard in future. but please.. at least spare a thought for yourself. its not an easy road to walk at all. and always remember we'll always be there for you. to support you, you pick you up when you fall. to be there to lend a shoulder or a listening ear. i'm very willing to do all these for you. letting it out will be a better way. rather than keeping things to yourself. one day you'll explode. you will. so.. sweetheart, pls think properly. Dont do things just to spite your parents. i know i'm in no position to say all these. and you may find me irritating. But i still have to say it.

I'm also sorry for not always being there when you need me to. but i will in future. if the old you is back. i really miss the old you. very very much. this is all i can do as a friend. please take good care of yourself. really hope to see you in school one day. or one morning.. at mac. waiting for me.

well, if you happen to see this. i really wish you would think it through. THOROUGHLY. yes, it takes time for things to settle down. We'll always be there for you :)

oh yeah, special thanks to AMANDA. for getting me that pic. woo~~ i love you :}

Regina; i miss you! :D hahahahahaa.-.- baaaaah. random