Missed school today. Was too tired to go school in the morning. so i continue sleeping. Met Jiawei, Amelia, Sherman and Jaslin at mac. After eating decided to go play badminton at Amelia's house there. And off we go, like so random-.-
Went to kpt buy drinks. And we found a really cute kitten :] i carried it back to the court and Jiawei went to buy cat food. We feed it, den in the end bring to Jaslin's house to bath it. Nobody can bring it home. When we are about to decide to put it downstairs and let it go, Amelia say she'll bring it home. Her sister is scared of cats. But she's still bringing it back. Well, cos the kitten too cute liao la! Lol. I went home around 9.30pm. reached home about 10.10pm?
Well, quarrelled with my mom just now :// okay, tell me how you want me to chose between the both of you? I've had enough la. I've been suffering for more than 3years. 3more months and everything will end. Yes, finally end. Why want make me suffer again? For another 3years? Why want to get back to him when you didnt cherish when you have him? And you want him back even though you've had guys with you. Just end it in 3more months la. Dont make me suffer anymore. And DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE. WHY NOT YOU TELL ME HOW TO CHOOSE. I feel the pain no matter who i choose. So why the hell choose? I SWEAR I HATE IT. PLS END ALL THESE SUFFERINGS. Fuck you lah. And you start blaming me all over again _l_ I don't wish to talk/ quarrel with you. I'll just keep my bloody mouth shut.
Why are you treating me so cold at times and sometimes like so good to me? Just what are you thinking? I really dont know. I like the way when you're happy and talk alot alot. I dont like it when you start replying one word one word. Tell me who likes it? I dont know. I dont know what to do. I just cant let go. All these feelings seems to be slowly fading. S L O W L Y . and i dont want it to happen! :[ I just hope, you'll treat me better. When will it be the day where you'll seriously start to appreciate me? ://
Regina; pls. treat me better. i really love you.
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