Keeping faith

I miss muffin ): Wonder how is he up there. Is he watching over me? Muffin, I'm missing you so badly. If you could just come back to me. You were always there when i needed a listening ear. Always there to accompany me when i'm feeling down. You would always lick me when i cry. Always stay by my bed waiting for me to give you a pat on the head. Those times we've had, i'll always remember. Sorry for treating you badly at times. I'm really sorry. I know its too late. I really hope you're happier up there. It has been almost 5-6 months since you're gone. No words can describe how much i miss you. I wish you were here with me. Those times when i cry, i wish you were there to lick my hand. But i know you'll never be back. Everytime i'm back from school i always wish to hear your barking. But i never hear them anymore. I Really miss you alot!!! ;[[[

I always remember the first time i hold you. you were almost the size of my palm. watching you grow day by day was the happiest thing ever. You would always run after anything that you see thats moving. You love to drink milk and eat chicken. Once you even burp when you've eaten too much. Thats super cute of you. But i guess, i'll never see it again. ;(

I always wish i would dream of you, but you never come to my dreams. I'm really sorry. Those memories i've had, i'll keep them deep down in my heart. I wish you are watching over me, & i want you to know, i'm always thinking of you.