I'm suffering from sleepless nights. Missing you badly. Wanting to see you, but i know i cant. Have been like no mood for almost 3days? Moodswings laaaa -.- Totally sucks can. Sigh, been thinking alot and alot about us. Images when we were hanging out together, having fun. Seems like just yesterday. I'll always remember the way you smile.
How you feel? I really dont know. I wish i knew. But i'm afraid, the truth will hurt me way too bad. Cause it isn't the first nor second time. Maybe i'm starting to get numb already? But i still wish that someday your answer will not be the same as 5months ago. 5months ago, what you said.. I still remember clearly. How you put it into words. I always remember it. It was the first time, i had the courage to tell you how i feel. And it was the first time, i got rejected. Another month later, i decided to try again, hoping that you'll change your mind. But you didn't. I was hurt, the second time.
5months later, which is now. I'm still hoping that the answer you give me will change. I dare not ask the third time. I was so afraid, to know that your answer is still the same. I have no confidence, not at all. Tell me what to do? :/
Regina; will your answer be the same as 5months ago? i hope not.
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