Keeping faith

Read some of my super old post. I realised, every single post has you ever since i met you -.-

I've been saying i wanna give up since this year January. Until now, i haven -.- Like a failure la. Just cant make myself do it.

I came upon this post in April? When i told you to think. When i was reading it, i swear, tears started rolling down. Yes, the image of you saying those words came back to me. It seem like just yesterday that you say those things. I remember every single word C L E A R L Y. And i'll never forget them.

Till today, i've known you and waited for you for about 10months? Yes, not as long as her. I cant guarantee that my love for you is deeper than hers for you. But i always treated you far/way better than i treat my friends. Sometimes, i'll just pretend to overlook it when you say something i dont like. And do you know why? Cause i dont want us to quarrel, blah blah blah. I want this friendship to at least be a good one, for you to remember.

Now, i'm still waiting. I think its sort of obvious. Just that maybe you decided to pretend not to know, so that i could back off willingly, slowly? In less than a weeks time, i'll not see you in school already. I sure will miss those times when i gaze out of the class and saw you walking by.

Dont think you'll get to see this anyway. Cause only a few know i changed url. Still, i dont wish you'll see this. Cause i think you'll try to make yourself even further away from me.

Regina; A chance?