Keeping faith

At least when i'm drunk, I dont have to think so much anymore.
It became a way to release myself. I'm sorry. But you made me became likethis.
I cant help. Bcos when i'm drunk, i can cry my heart out like nobody's business. And
for the fact that you dont even care. I dont know. I find this the only way.
I cant believe i'm doing something that i wouldn't do.
But thanks to you. THANK YOU! =D

Asking myself why you're treating me likethis. Seeking for an answer.
I swear, i'm tired. So tired. When we saw each other, fake a smile and walk off. Thats what we did. You know, just now.. that smile was so fake. Yes, FAKE.

Anyway, its not entirely bcos of you tt i'm drinking. You're just part of it.

Starting to love the feeling of being drunk. At least i'm not clear-minded. And i dont have to think so much. And thats the only time where i can have the whole world to myself.
Anyone understand? NO!