Keeping faith

I'm tired of all these. So fucking tired.

Yes, I'm the cause of all problems. I always causes everyone to worry.

I'm at fault. I shouldn't be here. I really should disappear.

This isn't a place that i wanna stay in.

I'm tired of crying. Tired of all things.

Its always my fault. My fault. I want all these to end now.

I'm really sick of it.

I'm just some pathethic soul that no one will bother.

It doesn't matter even if i leave.

I need some time alone.

I'm going somewhere where i can have some peace.

At least some peace. I'll be back.

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Everytime i walk the path that reaches home.. I felt nothing.

I always thought that I'll find a sense of belonging to this home someday.

But today.. when i ran out to have some fresh air. As i'm walking back home.

I realised something which i should have realised long ago.

No matter how many times i walk this path.. I'm never going to find sense of belonging.

Cause it doesn't fucking exist at all. All these while, i should have known.