Keeping faith

Now every song reminds me of what you used to be

Was late for school today. Thank you Jaslin for waiting for me. Met Jaslin and walked to school, met Sherman at Mini Mart there. Reached school about 7.50am. Tired after the long walk to school. Nothing much happen in class today.

After school, went for dance. Dance was very good today. Mainly because juniors was having their dance with a new instructor. So that we can focus on Syf. Man, I need to strengthen my arms. Cause I can't do some parts. Thank you Amanda and Huiting for helpin me to do the flip flip thingy. My feet finally touched the ground. But I didn't flip over. Lol. Try again tomorrow. I'm starting to ache all over already. All these staying back is killing me. I'm like so fking busy-.- I hate ASP very very very much. Total waste of time.

I'm going to school as early as 7am tomorrow. This is gona be the earliest I reach school for the year. Lol. Damn! I need a break. Like my last Monday's post, I wished it's already Friday! Weekends!! Please faster come!!!

I'm so dumb. Yea, you apologise. And I think I forgave you. But I told myself not to be soft hearted. But I just can't. Damn! What is wrong with me. I said I was going to be just friends with you. I really wanted to be just friends. Why can't I seem to get it in my head. I've fallen too deep? Those cookies/chocolates/card, I'm not giving it to you anymore, I suppose. You wouldn't want it anyway. Why do I keep probing over it? Fuck. This is making me crazy. Very crazy. I need someone to save me out of this sh!t right now.