School suck today, because of the result of my chinese paper. Though I did pass, but the marks was not what I expected. When I got my paper from Miss Jia, she siad something to me. She said in chinese, " Regina, your standard is better than Shan En, you should score higher then him." Okay, no offence here. This was what she said la. I'm so fucking disappointed with my marks. Yea, i felt like crying. Seriously I do. I'm starting to think that maybe, me getting this kind of marks, I shouldn't join O lvl chinese. Can I back out now? I've got this feeling I can't pass O lvl chinese. Why bother to waste the money? I can't even score well in CA. FUCK.
Oh, and Mrs Tay said I passed my math. Of course I was happy. But she added something behind. She said, " For someone who don't even know what topics are tested, no wonder you're surprised." The words she said seem to bring thorns in it. Although I did pass, I also know that I didn't do very well. But.. at least I pass? Idk. FUCK.
Well, for one happy thing now is that.. I finally get to meet Belley, Lingyin, Rongying and Kitty. Long time since I've last seen Kitty. Finally get to see them. I guess this is so far the only thing I'm glad and happy for.
So.. Should I take O lvl chinese or not?
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