Friday, April 24, 2009

" You can be my someone, you can be my
sin."



So I went to see the doctor yesterday night. Doctor told me I've got gastric problems. That explains why I will have stomache or cramps frequently. And I have to stay away from oily, spicy food and stuffs. Especially sour food. I'm not even allowed to eat fruits. Except for apples. I have to eat my meals regularly also. I'm feeling very.. awful. Because I cannot eat so many things! ): Hope I get well soon.

Oh. yesterday was also execution day for fnn. I was having a terrible stomache the whole day. I still tried to complete my execution though.

Just now went out to have dinner with my mum and dad, sisters and bro-in-law. Surprising right. Yeah, I thought I should be happy about it. But I'm not. SIGH! Sometimes I really don't understand what my parents are thinking. First they say this and then the next minute, 360degree change. I guess face is still more important than anything else right. Though we had dinner together, that wasn't the main point. Main point was to show how well she can live without dad. What is she thinking? Face. Oh, and I hate that woman with blue eyeliner drawn under her eye-.- Which is my mother's friend. She think what? Trend ah! Tmd. Go look in mirror lah. Fucking disgusting. Anyway, the dinner was not a very enjoyable one.

Okay, I'm fully packed for weekends! I've got to collect bursary award tomorrow. I'll have to miss tuition because of it ): I want go tuition leh! But the time clashes. I've got to go to my Grandma house on Sunday because my uncle is getting married.

MYE are around the the corner. I've got no confidence in it. Maths, combined humanities, combined science are my weakest subjects. Doubt I'll pass them anyway. Just can't make myself to sit down and study hard. I need motivation please!!

Wicked heart. Anyway, !#$%^&. I think I hate you. LOL-.-

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