Friday, May 22, 2009

I wouldn't let it go for nothing

I've learnt alot these few days. Not in class of course. But some other things. I just realised I'm slowly losing my friends. Yea, right. I'm trying not to get emotional over it. Because I know I still have a few who stood by me all these while. I'm thankful, you know who you are. (I suppose) Maybe I will be able to get over all these pretty soon. (I hope)

But it's kinda difficult to not get emotional at some times. I just wanna make things right. I'm not good at expressing myself. But I've lost somebody whom I can talk to. Somebody whom I used to share my problems with. All my fault, I brought this upon myself.

Anyway, I missed school today. I was too tired. I get easily tired these days. Went for chinese and dance. Had mac with Amanda and went home.
Sunday.. Is it still on? I've got a feeling no. Cause seems like I'm the only one getting excited over it -.- Tomorrow is a long day. By just thinking of it, I'm already tired. Actually, everyday is a long and tiring day for me.

At the end of the day,
We're doing all these for nothing..
And what's even worst..
We don't even remember why we're fighting.

Can we make up now?
Cause I can't sleep through the pain.

PS/: Take a look at my private blog. (You're the only one with access)

Goodbye.

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