Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Out of this cold, there's a storm

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These few days had been pretty bad. My emotion was on a roller coaster ride and I don't know how to get out of it. Been feeling really stress about almost everything that comes my way. And for no reason, I would get really upset at times when I'm alone at home.

N levels is starting in 11days. This made me even more stress cause I have not even started on anything at all. I just wish I had 2 brains. Things would have been much more easier. And I have just made a major decision. I've decided to stop using the laptop which is almost impossible. But I'll try. I'll still be active on twitter, you can check my updates on twitter instead. I wanna start studying from now on. It's hard to start and I know it's kinda late. Better late than never.

Anyway, I've started writing a diary after stopping for like 6months or so. Feel so much better after pouring out everything inside me. My only saviour..

Last but not least, I just hope things would go well for now. And I just wanna put an end to everything.

Goodbye for now.

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