Keeping faith

Holding a tight grip to reality

Indeed life is so unfair. I don't have what others have. All my life I only had one wish. One fucking wish. I want my family to be a complete one. I'm tired of all the fights, how we tore each other apart. Heart pain la you know? You don't. I don't wanna breakdown every now and then when something happens. But sometimes it's hard to control your tears. I tried to wipe them away but new ones always replaced them. So sick of this place. Swear I'll get out of here as soon as I can. Shut up and dont tell me to look on the bright side. Coz it's never gona help. Try being in my shoes bitch.

On a lighter note, work was fun. Shahirah's my new friend. Funny ah she. We have many things in common. Shooping soon ah. Hahaha.

Doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight. DAMN!!!!