Today was the worst day ever. I swear I never felt this tired. I know I'm always on MC in school. Thus, I'm way behind the class and I can no longer catch up. It's like no matter how hard I try, I still can't figure out what's going on. Something must be wrong with me coz all I ever feel like doing was to sleep. No matter how many hours I sleep, I still feel tired. Maybe I'm trying to run away from reality. I don't know. I feel so stress that I could even cry over my EL homework. Everyday I feel so pek cek in class coz I don't understand a single shit. I did try but I've got to admit maybe I'm plain stupid. People take 2 mins to understand something, maybe I need 20mins.
I dread going to school. You know, even when I'm not in school, I think about all the homework that I can't do, the notes that I don't understand. I'm so tired!!!!!! I don't want to think. Coz there's always this constant fear that my heart is feeling. I just wanna sleep and never wake up! As I see myself giving up, it sucks like the world is falling apart. But I can no longer push myself forward coz I've reached my limits. I don't know what to do now. I'm so depressed....................
Alright, maybe I know what to do, like what I also did.. & that is to go to sleep. That's the only way I would stop thinking about school.
FML.
I dread going to school. You know, even when I'm not in school, I think about all the homework that I can't do, the notes that I don't understand. I'm so tired!!!!!! I don't want to think. Coz there's always this constant fear that my heart is feeling. I just wanna sleep and never wake up! As I see myself giving up, it sucks like the world is falling apart. But I can no longer push myself forward coz I've reached my limits. I don't know what to do now. I'm so depressed....................
Alright, maybe I know what to do, like what I also did.. & that is to go to sleep. That's the only way I would stop thinking about school.
FML.
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