Keeping faith

Can't fix this compass at heart

Due to insomnia last night, I overslept this morning and missed school. I slept all the way till 1pm but I was still feeling very tired. These few days, when I sit down and get up the next moment, my head will start to spin and I can hardly stand still. I don't know wtf is wrong with me.

I came upon Hilary's fb status and I went to take a look at her blog to see what happened in class today. I was rather pissed off when I read her blog about what Mr Lathif said. Then I suddenly remembered what someone told me last week. That he's care and concern may not be real, it might not be from the bottom of his heart. Just when I was starting to some sort of accept the fact that you're my form teacher and you care, you just broke everything into pieces with what you've done today. As much as I wanna prove you wrong, I know I don't have the abilities to do so. I'm not brainy neither am I good with anything. In fact, I sucked at everything. Maybe you're right, I'm going to fail my O's. You're not the first person/ teacher who said that anyway. For fuck's sake just leave me alone coz you know nothing.

I can't wait for tomorrow! Coz I'll be going to Eldest house to bake muffins with her! & I can't decide if I should go to school.

XOXO