School was sucky. I screwed F&N paper. I finally completed my Coursework's Development. Finally starting on my decision making. I can't decide which recipe to use. I wanna try it all out. But my house is small, sucky and has got no oven. Screw this. I want a big kitchen and a big oven!! Got to find means and ways to try out the recipes I've chosen.
Mr Lathif gave me a book at the end of assembly today. I was puzzled why he gave me a book for no reason. I've finished reading it within a few hours coz it's easy to read. I'm surprised that this book relates so much to my life. This is the first book that made me cried coz it felt just like I'm the one who wrote it. This book would have been better if it had a happy ending. Lol.
"Last week my parents had another big fight. Now Dad's left home and isn't coming back. My friend Val says people get divorced all the time- it's not such a big deal. But it's not like that for me. There must be a way I can stop this from happening to our family."
One of my favorite paragraph from the book,
" I want a mother and a father and I want them to live together- right here- in this house! I don't care if they fight. I would rather have them fight than divorced. I'm scared... I'm so scared. I wish somebody would talk to me and tell me it's going to be all right. I miss Daddy already. I hate them both! I wish I was dead."
" I want a mother and a father and I want them to live together- right here- in this house! I don't care if they fight. I would rather have them fight than divorced. I'm scared... I'm so scared. I wish somebody would talk to me and tell me it's going to be all right. I miss Daddy already. I hate them both! I wish I was dead."
End of school term, but my holidays have not yet started. Counting down till end of Wednesday. That's when my holiday officially starts.
Sometimes I prefer to be left alone coz I enjoy being alone.
XOXO
Sometimes I prefer to be left alone coz I enjoy being alone.
XOXO
2 comments:
hello dear, hang in there *hugs*. life will constantly throw you trials and tribulations. Life will be merciless; like many sharp knives thrown at your direction at the same time. Sometimes, you have to catch the knives with your bare hands in order to protect yourself. Yes, you will hurt yourself in the process, but you will emerge a stronger person by facing the challenges head-on. I believe that you can overcome any challenges that come in your way and you will be able to cope. I pray for happiness to come your way soon :)
Thanks :'(
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