Keeping faith

" Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken. All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible."

Just when I thought everything is finally getting better, I got slapped in the face by reality. Things are not getting better at all. Maybe it's just my illusions or maybe I'm just deceiving myself all these while. I thought by doing 'all these', I'll feel better but that's not the case. I don't feel good inside, not at all..

Well, so I had my F&N Coursework B experiment today. Most of us made cream puffs but without the cream. The whole process was tiring because we had to stir the dough for 20minutes. The outcome of the puffs were.. I would say.. desired. It was a good experience. I really like baking and I want an oven!

There's no school tomorrow but I'm turning in pretty soon. Keep telling yourself that tomorrow will be better. Maybe one day it will be..