Yesterday marks the end of O's. Everyone was eager to get out of the school hall when the paper ended. I was struggling, fighting my feelings and my thoughts. Part of me wanted to give up and just leave the school and celebrate. However those people above gave me a push, with their moral courage, I did it. Although not the way I planned/ imagined, but it's alright.
& hell yeah we left the school and I never ever wanna go back there again. I forgot who it was (probably one of my classmates) saying, see you soon and I just told him that I never want to see his face ever again. He was stunned. Ok lah, I was merely kidding. We'll still see each other when we get our results. Btw, thanks to awesome people above who stood by me when I've no one else to turn to.
So finally I don't have to read another single note on Venice or whatever again. I would say this period drained me out totally, be it physical or emotionally. Life still goes on.. I've been saying that I'm gonna enjoy myself and party, doesn't matter if I fail/ pass. But it does matter, of course I'll be thinking and feeling worried almost all the time. In the meantime, I'm gonna keep myself occupied. Probably get a job, oh I've already got a job. I'm starting work on Monday. I know it's pretty fast. Yeah, but I just wanna keep myself occupied so my thoughts wouldn't run wild and will be too tired to think at night that I can just fall asleep right away when I'm home. Btw, no longer working at Wintertime. Need to gain experience in other jobs I supposed, so I've ditched the idea of going back. I just want to try something new.
I might not be updating this space often. I'll be active on tumblr instead, with short posts etc. I wanted to say " follow me on twitter to get latest updates." but I just remembered that I no longer have an account. Oh well.. Till next time!
I hope all of you have a good holiday!
So should I put down my pride and ego to fix this?
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