Keeping faith

Dreams, do they ever come true?

Decided to blog because it's another sleepless night. Let's talk about school. I'm still not used to the environment. It irks me whenever my classmates (not all of them) laugh/ speak loudly. They laugh at every joke, even when it's not funny. Reminds me so much of the times I had in CSS 5N1'10. I couldn't even be bothered to speak to most of my classmates and I guess they don't even dare to speak to me. It still sort of kills me a little to know that poly is starting soon for some of my friends, whereas I'm still stuck here with freaking O's. The hunch of knowing that I'll definitely drift away from some of them is making me really upset because to start with.. I don't really have many friends.

I've been thinking a lot recently. I don't think I've ever accomplished anything in my life. I have nothing to be proud of. It's always the late nights that made me think a little more about life. Sometimes, I really would love to do something to make myself feel useful.

" Everybody have their own talents, you just have not found yours yet."

Or maybe.. I didn't have any. Thus, it's pointless to keep searching. I don't know. What will I do in future? I am afraid of what's gonna happen. I have no plans. I have nothing..

Damn, cramps are slowly crawling in. I shall stop here..

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Have a good weekend!