I'm lazy to post abt the things that happen today.
All i wanted to say in this post is:
it's okay, i'll learn to get used to it. i know you dont love me. that's a fact that i cant change. and i know it nv will change. yes, get on with your life and ignore me. i'm fine with it, really. i guess, i'll try nt to contact you anymore. i'll just have to learn.. to hate you. or should i say.. learn to hate myself? yes, i hate myself, for who i am, for the way things turn out this way. you nv were there for me, when i need words of comfort. or should i say, no one. all are craps. yes, craps. all are fucking craps. so wht if i'm starting to hate all these over again? you dont seem to give a damn. all i have to do now, is just to fake a smile, and get on with this life. i;m already torn inside. it doesn't matter whether i'm perfect outside anot anymore.
family, love, friends? - yes, all are craps.
pls take note: DANCE PRAC TMRW @ SEMB BLK 404 MULTI-PURPOSE HALL
9AM-12PM (practising for teachers' day audition)
Regina; maybe i'm too blame, maybe we're the same. oh, i'm fucking fake. & i'm bloody happy abt it.
All i wanted to say in this post is:
it's okay, i'll learn to get used to it. i know you dont love me. that's a fact that i cant change. and i know it nv will change. yes, get on with your life and ignore me. i'm fine with it, really. i guess, i'll try nt to contact you anymore. i'll just have to learn.. to hate you. or should i say.. learn to hate myself? yes, i hate myself, for who i am, for the way things turn out this way. you nv were there for me, when i need words of comfort. or should i say, no one. all are craps. yes, craps. all are fucking craps. so wht if i'm starting to hate all these over again? you dont seem to give a damn. all i have to do now, is just to fake a smile, and get on with this life. i;m already torn inside. it doesn't matter whether i'm perfect outside anot anymore.
family, love, friends? - yes, all are craps.
pls take note: DANCE PRAC TMRW @ SEMB BLK 404 MULTI-PURPOSE HALL
9AM-12PM (practising for teachers' day audition)
Regina; maybe i'm too blame, maybe we're the same. oh, i'm fucking fake. & i'm bloody happy abt it.
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