Just when i was in a happy mood to go out & meet my sis and frens. This mother fucking knnbpcb man come my hse. totally ruined my mood. yes, and this mother fucking knnbpcb man is my mother's so called bf. who has been hurting and torturing our lifes. or should i say ruining? now, this hse stinks. stinks of that man's beer smell. once again, i was crying. why didn't i have a better life? wht have i done? what?! do i really deserve all these? why? some kind soul tell me can? i'll be grateful if you can tell me. was it the sins that i did or was it just meant to be? He's fucking irritating. what business izzit of him when i'm going out? he's nt even my father. fucking cb! well, as expected. I was scolding for being rude by my mother. for giving attitude to this stupid old man. yes, i agree, my mum's eye must have been full of shit! yes yes yes, my fault again. he's right. all he does is slp, drink slp. & why am i even crying for this stupid family? this stupid old man ruining my life when it is already rotting. its getting worst and worst everyday. i'm starting to hate this family all over again. when i'm learning to like it t least a bit. now, its all back to before. where this man comes in and out of my hse. i dont know, wht to do. i really dont know. i'm sick & tired of crying. of see-ing such things, someone pls bring me away. far far away. i tired. physically and mentally. crying for this family is no longer worth it. or maybe i should say, i'm already getting used to it? but it totally sucks! _l_ nobody will ever understand.
and nobody will try to.
any kind souls out there,? willing to let me stayover for the night?
Regina; if only you know, and were there to say words of comfort. i wished.
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