Keeping faith

Written in the stars

" There's so much I should have said when time was wearing thin.
You're not here but someday I know I'll see you again."

Today's your 1st lunar death anniversary. I went to visit you with these flowers. Did you hear me talking to you? I had so much to say. When I saw your tablet, I lost all those words in me. Sadness engulfed me, close to tears, I managed to spoke a few words. The feeling was just different. From talking to you, to talking to a photo. From how you used to answer me, to not receiving any replies. The room was dead cold, the kind of cold that sends shiver down my spine. I miss you dearly.

The reason of your death will always be a mystery. Maybe it was a way out for you to end your life. All of us hope that you're happy at the other end of the world. But are you really happy? We keep telling ourselves that you are but none of us really know.

I hate to admit this but time flies. We've lost you for almost a year now. We still miss you and get upset whenever we see your pictures. Losing you was a price too high to pay for a lesson learnt. No doubt, all of us became closer like we were in our childhood days but you're no longer there.

" And though you're dead and gone, believe me, your memory will carry on, we'll carry on."

I love and miss you dearly, xoxo.